Search Results

  1. rikusorakairiown
    I don't mean to butt into your conversation but I want to ask something..

    Do you guys think insane people are forsaken?
    Post by: rikusorakairiown, Aug 2, 2010 in forum: Social Groups (KH-Vids.Net Forum)
  2. rikusorakairiown
    stick half a cactus up your anus while singing nobody's perfect by hannah montana
    Post by: rikusorakairiown, Aug 2, 2010 in forum: The Spam Zone
  3. rikusorakairiown
    fcken lol'd
    Post by: rikusorakairiown, Aug 2, 2010 in forum: The Spam Zone
  4. rikusorakairiown
    Has anyone ever really been far as even go want to do look more like?
    Post by: rikusorakairiown, Aug 2, 2010 in forum: The Playground
  5. rikusorakairiown
    but the rapist isnt making neat guns for people who are still alive D:

    therefore the science will not get done. A neat gun will not be made.
    Post by: rikusorakairiown, Aug 2, 2010 in forum: The Spam Zone
  6. rikusorakairiown
    shameless spam.
    Post by: rikusorakairiown, Aug 2, 2010 in forum: The Spam Zone
  7. rikusorakairiown
    I haz a zombie fetish.

    Prototype (Elizabeth Greene) and l4d (The Witch) turn me on.

    Halp?
    Post by: rikusorakairiown, Aug 2, 2010 in forum: The Spam Zone
  8. rikusorakairiown
    I also feel like God has abandoned me ;~;
    Post by: rikusorakairiown, Aug 2, 2010 in forum: The Spam Zone
  9. rikusorakairiown
    And I've finally plucked up the courage to do it

    And yes I'm copying this from a thread in the Spam Zone.

    I hate people. To me socialising is like sticking your hand in the toilet afret taking a diahrea dump, I just can't stand the idea. At school at break time instead of going outside like everyone else I wander the corridors, and if I get sent outside I sit along away from my firends, and only speak if spoken to. I ahte talking, I cant stand people's voiced, like in chemistry I have a friend called James, and he always wants to have a conversation, and I can't stand it, there are times when I;ve told him to shut the **** up because I cant stand his voice, and hes just laughed and carries on. At one point I actually started trying tos cratch my throat out because I couldn't stand the torture.

    I also have a lot of trouble sleeping, due to constantly hearing things in the night, picturing things watching me in my sleep, or at one point, I convinced myself that the fovernment erased my memories while I slept, and that it was contreolled by aliens that watched me and did things to me in my sleep. I also convinced myself that there was something outside my door and barricaded it at night. I can only sleep during the day, never at night.

    I also have hallucinations, one is in the form of a white girl who i suaully only see for a split second, although som etimes its prolonged, sometimes she's crying and sometimes not, I also hear a voice that always questions whatever I'm doing.

    I can't stand my mother. I nevver could. I ahte talking to her (although I hate talking to pretty much anyone) and shes always questioning me and complainign about me. AI constantly feel like a burden with her about and have even had thouhtts of killing her in the past. She complains alot because I procrastinate and I often forget to do something when she asks, like earlier today she asked me to lock the front door, and when I got to the kitchen I'd forgotten what the asked me to do. And another instance today, I was making her a drink, and I forgot which was the cup and which was the coffee container, and knocked the cup over with the container lid.

    Sometimes I'm really apathetyic, other times I want to break down and cry, and others I'm abnormally hyper, it seems random.

    I also have the problem of dooing... wel.. nothing. There are times where I've sat there doing nothing for HOURS because I didnt have the motivation to do anything.

    I also hate eatting, to me eating is a chore, not something to be enjoyed.

    Sometimes I dont understand what people say, or dont understand bosy language either, and

    I've forgotten what I was going to write.

    thats it. And soemtimes I think that there are coded messages to me in car number plates.

    I get confused about EVERYTHING. As in I dont understand anything. I'm a mathematician/physician so I';m obsessed with understanding things and well,

    The best way t explain this is with an example of something that happens to me sometimes in maths.

    Ill be doing a VERY SIMPLE equation like 35+67 and I'll have no idea what the answer is and how to work it out. I'll suddenly become very confused and want to cry, ill start hitting myself and making distressed noises.

    Well its like that except I dont get ANYTHING

    AT ALL
    I'll often say that I don't think what we're experiencing is real, and that I'm confused. In fact. I'll definetely sy I'm confused, I become extremely insecure and just want to run away

    I also confuse words, and sometimes have trouble reading


    I feel like God has abandoned me...
    Thread by: rikusorakairiown, Aug 2, 2010, 19 replies, in forum: Help with Life
  10. rikusorakairiown
    Post

    hey.

    what's the difference? o.o

    also we already have a song, n00b
    Post by: rikusorakairiown, Aug 2, 2010 in forum: The Spam Zone
  11. rikusorakairiown
    I also confuse words, and sometimes have trouble reading
    Post by: rikusorakairiown, Aug 2, 2010 in forum: The Spam Zone
  12. rikusorakairiown
    EDIT______________________________________________________

    I just remembered soemthing else, although this has only happened like three times?

    I get confused about EVERYTHING. As in I dont understand anything. I'm a mathematician/physician so I';m obsessed with understanding things and well,

    The best way t explain this is with an example of something that happens to me sometimes in maths.

    Ill be doing a VERY SIMPLE equation like 35+67 and I'll have no idea what the answer is and how to work it out. I'll suddenly become very confused and want to cry, ill start hitting myself and making distressed noises.

    Well its like that except I dont get ANYTHING

    AT ALL
    I'll often say that I don't think what we're experiencing is real, and that I'm confused. In fact. I'll definetely sy I'm confused, I become extremely insecure and just want to run away
    Post by: rikusorakairiown, Aug 2, 2010 in forum: The Spam Zone
  13. rikusorakairiown
    Well, since you have such epic credentials I'll accept your offer.

    I hate people. To me socialising is like sticking your hand in the toilet afret taking a diahrea dump, I just can't stand the idea. At school at break time instead of going outside like everyone else I wander the corridors, and if I get sent outside I sit along away from my firends, and only speak if spoken to. I ahte talking, I cant stand people's voiced, like in chemistry I have a friend called James, and he always wants to have a conversation, and I can't stand it, there are times when I;ve told him to shut the **** up because I cant stand his voice, and hes just laughed and carries on. At one point I actually started trying tos cratch my throat out because I couldn't stand the torture.

    I also have a lot of trouble sleeping, due to constantly hearing things in the night, picturing things watching me in my sleep, or at one point, I convinced myself that the fovernment erased my memories while I slept, and that it was contreolled by aliens that watched me and did things to me in my sleep. I also convinced myself that there was something outside my door and barricaded it at night. I can only sleep during the day, never at night.

    I also have hallucinations, one is in the form of a white girl who i suaully only see for a split second, although som etimes its prolonged, sometimes she's crying and sometimes not, I also hear a voice that always questions whatever I'm doing.

    I can't stand my mother. I nevver could. I ahte talking to her (although I hate talking to pretty much anyone) and shes always questioning me and complainign about me. AI constantly feel like a burden with her about and have even had thouhtts of killing her in the past. She complains alot because I procrastinate and I often forget to do something when she asks, like earlier today she asked me to lock the front door, and when I got to the kitchen I'd forgotten what the asked me to do. And another instance today, I was making her a drink, and I forgot which was the cup and which was the coffee container, and knocked the cup over with the container lid.

    Sometimes I'm really apathetyic, other times I want to break down and cry, and others I'm abnormally hyper, it seems random.

    I also have the problem of dooing... wel.. nothing. There are times where I've sat there doing nothing for HOURS because I didnt have the motivation to do anything.

    I also hate eatting, to me eating is a chore, not something to be enjoyed.

    Sometimes I dont understand what people say, or dont understand bosy language either, and

    I've forgotten what I was going to write.

    thats it. And soemtimes I think that there are coded messages to me in car number plates.
    Post by: rikusorakairiown, Aug 2, 2010 in forum: The Spam Zone
  14. rikusorakairiown
    Post

    bump

    I bumped it as much as I could, save dit from page 2 before single handedly m'lord.

    But I feel the troops have no motivation, the situation is indeed grim.
    Post by: rikusorakairiown, Aug 2, 2010 in forum: The Spam Zone
  15. rikusorakairiown
    Post

    Hey KH-V,

    No. I do not.
    Post by: rikusorakairiown, Aug 2, 2010 in forum: The Spam Zone
  16. rikusorakairiown
    Nocturne - Secret Garden
    Post by: rikusorakairiown, Aug 2, 2010 in forum: The Playground
  17. rikusorakairiown
    Post

    Khv

    What is the prompt?
    Post by: rikusorakairiown, Aug 2, 2010 in forum: The Spam Zone
  18. rikusorakairiown
    They are allowed.
    Just not in Gladiator matches.
    Post by: rikusorakairiown, Aug 2, 2010 in forum: The Spam Zone
  19. rikusorakairiown
    Its a gladiator tournament, which means sword only.
    Post by: rikusorakairiown, Aug 2, 2010 in forum: The Spam Zone
  20. rikusorakairiown
    oh sweet!

    i so kewl
    Post by: rikusorakairiown, Aug 2, 2010 in forum: The Spam Zone