Sora furrowed his eyebrows, though he didn't lift a hand to force Roxas to release his shirt. He had something to say before he did anything else. "I feel enough regret without opening up," he said, using the same tone of voice he had before. "Whether I'm being stubborn or not, I have my reasons for not talking about what happened over the past two months. Leave it alone."
'Kay. Hope you feel better!
Sora grunted in surprise, feeling Roxas shove him up against the wall. "What are you doing?" he asked in a low tone of voice, some of his surprise showing in his voice. "You're shoving me up against the wall because I won't tell you about something that doesn't even affect you? What's your deal?"
Okie dokie. You feeling okay, or are you being kicked off?
Sora lowered his hands, curling them into light fists again. "Some things you just know," he said simply. He knew that probably wouldn't' be answer enough for Roxas, but that was the best response he could give. Saying anything else would hint at what the problem was, and he refused to give in and do that.
I think so too. ;3
"No, Roxas," Sora said, lifting his hands in a way of emphasizing his point. "You're wrong. It doesn't work that way, not with this." It was better if he kept his shame bottled up inside of him rather than unveiling it for Roxas to see. If he said it aloud, then it would only intensify the feelings that he was experiencing. And he couldn't handle that. He just couldn't.
But I think we're doing good improvising right now. =)
"I already told you," Sora said stiffly, his frustration boiling on the inside. He wouldn't talk about it because he was ashamed of his own weakness, and how the Heartless had convinced him that it was Kairi. He didn't know if he could ever forgive himself for that.
Good point. xD
"That's all I'm going to say," Sora declared, lifting his eyes and seeing Roxas in front of him. "Like I said, I don't talk about it." He preferred not to think about it either, but Roxas was making that impossible for him at the moment. It was frustrating, yes, but he would take out his frustration later when he was by himself.
Rude Awakening- Thousand Foot Krutch
Improvising is fun. =)
Sora shook his head, his eyes wandering down to the ground at the motion. "It's something I'm ashamed of," he said, his tone hard. It was one of his weakest moments ever, and he didn't like admitting that to himself, so there wasn't a chance he would say it to Roxas. Drop it, Roxas, he silently told him, though he knew his friend couldn't hear his thoughts.
We can do that. xD
Sora clenched his hands in fists at his sides, just because he was so tense that the Keyblades wanted to appear. He couldn't do that, though; he and Roxas were on good terms now, and he didn't want to ruin that. "It's not something I talk about," he said shortly.
I am too. xD
Sora brought his shoulder off the wall, shifting on his feet when he heard Roxas's question. He wished his friend would back off; he had no idea what he was getting himself into. "I was distracted," he repeated simply, looking up and meeting Roxas's big blue eyes with his own.
I was just thinking the same thing. =)
Sora shrugged lightly, lifting his hand and running it over the back of his head. "I wasn't paying attention," he said honestly. "I was distracted." Those things were both true, though there was more to it than that. However, he wasn't about to put the memories into words; he didn't think about it himself, so there was no way he would tell Roxas about it.
