Heavy, Non-Existent Heart thread. it s 1x1 RP between us two ^^
i could practically do whatever i want in my house when no ones here ^^
im RPing as well, with keybladewarrioroflegend
"No. It's OK. As long as you are your true self with me, then it doesn't matter." Raiu wiped away her tears, trying hard to not cry so much. "Besides, if you do want to comfort me, now would be a good time."
hey there! whats up?
"I dreamed that I surrounded by Heartless, they would swarm me and take my heart to darkness. I tried to get away but I couldn't... I stood there, waiting for my fate, and more importantly..." Raiu started to cry a little bit because of her nightmare. "You weren't there to help me." She was used to being alone but maybe now, she was afraid to be alone.
i love having the house to my self.. its fun ^^
Raiu woke up from her nightmare and realized it was already midnight. She had to tell Saix about her nightmare. She jumped out of bed and ran from her house to the beach. She had a sad look on her face when she saw him. Raiu ran to the Nobody and covered her face with her hands. "I had a dream..."
Raiu was tired herself. She laid on her bed and stayed there all night with only a candle by her bed. She decided to sleep until Saix came. But she didn't fall asleep until 11:30. Raiu had a nightmare about many Heartless surrounding her and all she could do was stand there. She trembled, tossed and turn in her bed...
"I don't know. I can't make any promises but I'll try." Raiu ran off up the hill toward her home not looking back. She will wait for him, no matter how long it took.
Saix's playlist: 1. Deep Silent Complete - Nightwish 2. Konton ~Chaos~ by Tsukiko Amano 3. A Face Unforgotten - Final Fantasy IX
Raiu stepped through the portal, back at the beach where they first met, and it was just yesterday. She wanted to run off to her small home but before she did, she ran to Saix and embraced him. "I don't know when you'll be back, but I know you'll come back."
just had lunch too. im on my own for dinner tonight too b/c my mom has dinner with a friend..
"You shouldn't blame yourself. I was the one who asked in the first place to come here." Raiu walked to the portal, ready to go back home. She turned to Saix, wanting him to come for a minute then he would come back here.
Raiu held on to him tighter with even more tears streaming down her face. She didn't want him in trouble anymore, which means no coming back here. Raiu let go and wiped away her tears but still looking sad, she looked at him. "Can you take me home?"
im back now... all clean ^^
i'll be right back. gotta go clean up. not going anywhere but i just shower every day. be right back ^^
"But I was the one who asked to come here, with your permission." Raiu shook her head and suddenly, without warning, embraced him with her might. She didn't want to let go and then she started to have tears for real this time.
i can imagine that, staying up for that long ^^
Raiu calmed down and hung her head down. "This is all my fault. I'm so sorry. I'm the reason why this happened." She asked him to come here and she almost got hurt because of what happened.
