posted again ^^
"It's OK, I understand." She thought about her mother, how she calm she was and how caring she was for Raiu.
Raiu hung her head in disappointment because when he said that, she suddenly thought of Saix fading away, which would devastate her. She wiped away the tears that were suddenly coming down her. "Fading away... it's your fate."
Raiu kneeled down to get closer to the gravestone. She watched as Saix placed a flower among the others. She stared at all the others. "These flowers grow here by themselves. My mother wanted to buried here, because she liked them."
OOC: he thought he could join when the RP was already full... BIC: Raiu nodded softly because she knew that was the truth. She would probably get her sickness anytime soon but she shouldn't worry about that right now. She let go of Saix and walked to her mother's grave, which was surrounded by blue wildflowers. Raiu gently stroked the gravestone, thinking of her mother.
Raiu finally wiped away her tears, but they just kept coming. "I get ill every few years. When I do, it's bad enough that I can't even move from my own bed and it usually lasts for about a week. I thought I should tell you and I haven't been ill since my family was lost to darkness."
like i said, ur CP is untrustworthy. it shall be my duty to notify you btw, posted again ^^
"But she contracted the illness from me. If it was caused by me then..." Raiu started to have uncontrollable tears and tried to wipe them away. This was one issue Raiu didn not like to talk about because it made her so uncomortable. "Sorry... this is just... so hard for me, even though she's gone."
ur turn to post in RP dude...
((the site HAD to go down..)) Raiu calmed down as she thought of her past. "Whenever I got sick, my mother always took care of me. But the last time I was sick when she was alive, somehow she contracted the illness from me and she died a few days later. That's how it's my fault." She was extremely sad when speaking about this, as her mother was something she really didn't like to talk about.
hey shawn, time to post in our RP, but do it whenver u can...
ur CP really isnt trustworthy... im gonna have to notify u every time i post ^^
"Oh, I see." She paused for a moment to look at him and she wiped away her tears. "I kind of am blame for my mother's death."
but its strange b/c my CP tells me everything when it happens...
thank u... it looks like ur CP isnt trustworthy
oh... how was i supposed to know that? *hangs head down in disappointment*
"You miss someone too?" Raiu didn't let go for one second, tears of sadness/happiness starting to come down her face.
what does CP mean anyway?
dont mean to be a bother, but do u have a writers block issue right now? theres been no post RP since 12 noon
wel... i would have felt like i was too pushy if i did. and i didn't want to feel that way. i just happened to c other visitor messages on ur...
