[if this has been posted before feel free to delete ect. ect.] What does this phrase mean to you. im sure you have all heard it at least once before, but actually put some thought into the words and figure out what its meaning is. to me its simple, If I am able to put any thought into anything in this exsistance, then I exsist in this particular reality.
then just think differently believe me, i used to be the same if not worse than you are now, ive even attempted to take my life on several occasions. but things change if you make them change. good marrow. Flame: well true it doesnt help in the least, but it gives your mind and heart time to heal and regroup. its not true, well not completly anyways, they like a confident guy sure but the line between confidence and ignorance is thin, so he needs to know how to keep it in balance
it doesnt have to be depressing you know look at it this way, it may not work with this chick, but think of how youll feel when someone finds YOU and they decide to want YOU as badly as you want her. hell as far as know at the moment that may already be true
dont limit yourself to just poetry and im sorry to say this, and i really hope im wrong in this case, but confidence isnt always going to win everything over. sometimes you just need to sit back and let life come to you.
ill give you 21.50 for two hours
Well there is no easy way to say this so i guess ill be as forward as possible. there is no way to help you here, its just an average love story, and im sorry to tell you this but it just may get worse from here on out kid. im not saying you should just kill yourself now and get it over with at all, but i am saying that right now your just letting all of this get to you much to much. instead of using all of these pent up emotions in a negative way, you just need a positive way to outlet. from what ive read about you, you seem to enjoy music so there is your first and most common outlet, listen to as music as possible, new and old, sad and happy, any kind. second i want you to try to write your own peices, song poems whatever, just let everything your feeling flow from you. i know how you feel it gets much worse before it gets better but it does get better ok. i want you to outlet like i said im going to be checking in on you every now and then just dont do anything you will regret ok. and one more thing smile, it may hurt now but someday that smile will be the only thing you have left and then that smile will gain you more and more until it is the only thing you want. V
hows my hoe doing?
its much more easy to hate all of them to be strong M, you must love all who utter those words
-0 i just went there
Jan 12.........
bland overly dull
wait since when did we want the spamzone "undercontrol"?
bit slower than normal now yea wouldnt even load the homepage at all earlier
hmm two maybe Jakky and just maybe CTR (nickname for ShadowJak)
2 that matters little to none in fangirldom and i can see you as a fan girl to tell the truth even though i know you are a male
1 cloud fangirl i see
57 good night
55 well....if im well if im not around by then tell Jet what you think ok
about 90% of what i did back then was suckish
53 you really arent go back a page or two when eastercat posted we posted the same number twice. mentally im paranoid along with a few other unmentionable unpleasurables no further than that though
