i just want to spend time with you literally the only thing i want is to go somewhere away from the busy people and waste time together why can't i just say that
I wish you the best, Misty. We don't agree on everything and we're strikingly dissimilar politically, but I have a deep admiration and respect for you and the way you approach your life. I never intended on telling you this, it's the type of thing that rings of finality, but reading about how influential this site has been for you, it only feels appropriate to return the gratitude. I've been distancing (unintentionally/intentional) myself from this place recently. I don't need it anymore. KHV has been an invaluable occupier of my time as I transition from one place in my life to another, and only after these years since I've been active do I realize that. The conversations we've had about whatever have been some of my favorite times here. Thank You.
sweetheart, i dont really want to hear about your prodigy salesman boyfriend who unwittingly works for a pyramid scheme, but i will indulge your cute, naive self all day long. i dont have the heart to break yours. im not asexual but i get closer and closer with each day
both classes cancelled. had a nice breakfast. friend who i don't normally see on mwf mornings went out of her way to talk to me and was super cute today. watching inglourious basterds later. damn good day so far.
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i can't tell you how to feel but know that i'm just sitting here peacefully listening to music planning what i want to do tomorrow. this isn't even a deal to me. if you're worried that you've made yourself look bad, i think my wall of text will take some of that weight off. chill.
no do not delete it if you haven't already. do not be offended. i was not offended. i feel no different than i did before i posted that. if anything, it's freeing. my patience for this place is wearing severely thin now that i'm meeting real life people who are claiming my emotions for themselves. text on screen suddenly means much less to me and i am therefore less inclined to play social politics.
you asked why i thought it was good and replied to my ideas with "nope other things did it better, i won't tell you what things but trust me they're out there, so it still sucks because i say so." (as if somehow doing something "better" discounts what is being discussed) and frankly im exhausted of conversations with you. we agree on nothing aside from foo fighters and rise against and you cannot change the minds of people on the internet. i know that's a pessimistic thing to say but the statistics are not in my favor and there's a precedent at play here so whatever i thought i'd let this one go. but you made it personal by calling me out like that. i don't dislike you but we agree on nothing. conversations become heated and i am just so damn tired of that kind of stuff on a forum. it's not fun anymore. with everyone. not just you. i respect you and your ability to compose your thoughts. you have opinions, you defend them, you stick to your guns. good for you. but we don't have the same opinions and it's always over stupid **** like comics that i don't even care enough about to justify the frustration that comes from the conversations. we've both been here long enough to know the futility of every single interaction between us. they all end with us agreeing to disagree. which would be fine if it wasn't every single one and we had other things in common aside from minor, minor things that end with names of characters. plus our rapport isn't exactly a friendly one. and when it is it's for a brief moment. you are a cool guy but we are not compatible. it's not you. it's not me. it's us. i don't know what happens after i post this aside from regretting it tomorrow morning but i'm clean out of ****s to give for keeping up appearances here. ps i've never seen an alien movie and don't care to. Prometheus functions as a stand alone film with stand alone ideas. and i'm not trying to sell prometheus as a perfect movie but the ideas being explored are explored creatively and sufficiently enough for me to overlook nitpick things. like dying in dumb ways. and i don't agree with bad communication. if you're talking about the two guys who died first then i'm pretty sure there was a reason they had poor communication.
okay nice conversation see you later
it is a movie about the creation and destruction of life and the futility of reasoning with concepts of significance and motivation in the face of your creator. the life that is created linearly, as opposed to the lateral reproductive creation, is done for no other reason than "because i can." and it can be destroyed for that very reason. if a being has the ability to create another out of morbid curiosity, there's no love for that creature. according to the movie, faith is both the placeholder for understanding and the catharsis for knowing that you mean nothing to the one who created you. you weren't created for a purpose. there is no meaning to your life. people do things because they can. this isn't a philosophy i necessarily agree with and it's not a cynical deconstruction of humanity, but rather simple speculation. science-fiction is speculative fiction.
its literally genius
watched prometheus today kind of loved it. saw my family today kind of hated it.
fair enough. quality over quantity though. one good friend is better than a couple you're not super close with. and this is my third year and that fear only gets stronger with each semester. yeah im kind of mad at you for that but i understand
with school? i don't. real life starts after school and that's ****ing frightening.
done on my phone so there will prob be a lot of repeat bands green day - minority good song. not my favorite from Warning but solid nonetheless. i've heard cynical people say it's the last good they released and i could not disagree more. fall out boy - she's my winona it's hard for me to think about fob these days. their first 4 albums are legendary and instrumental in defining my tastes at a musically impressionable age, but man have they murdered it now. the all american rejects - fallin' apart best song on their worst album. nice little unoffensive tune. breaking benjamin - lady bug buying this ep was a huge effin deal as a kid. ep's have always had this mystical air about them for me for some reason, so buying this bizare thing online and getting it in the mail and listening to brbe i'd never heard before was quite the experience. good song too. green day - worry rock my feelings on nimrod are as fuzzy and this album is incoherent. i love it, i think it's one of their best albums, but it doesn't play like a cohesive piece. which is not necessarily a bad thing in this case but this song stops the first part of the album dead and i don't think it fully picks back up until jinx. and i don't know why that is. this is a good song. just odd placing on the track list. afi - the nephilim **** yeah, afi. misfits - i turned into a martian misfits after afi. how convenient. green day - i was there this song sucks. this album sucks except for the first song. foo fighters - come back huh i had never heard this song. sounds good. protest the hero - drumhead trial amazing song. super amazing. i wish everyone would listen to this song. i bought the cd a couple days ago and have been playing this in my car a lot.
i turned my friend on to american idiot and the new planet of the apes franchise. he used the word "love" mission accomplished and my other friend said some very cute and endearing things in a lighthearted but affectionate conversation which made my day and my other other friend turned out to not be going through a personal crisis but just needed time to console someone. i am happy. i love these people. i don't mean to keep going on about this but going to this school may have been the best thing to happen in my life
