................Yay! Larxene is in da hooouuuuussseee... okay, that was odd. And Zexy ain't gonna show for a while cuz first as Sora, you're gonna have go through more worlds, Vexen, another Larxene fight, worlds, another Axel fight, Marluxia battle.... oh my god... That totally just hit me right now. I'm curious to what that big mecha-whatever that Marluxia was on in the final battle will look like in 3D! It'll probably look sweeeeeeet. Pimp my ride indeed, Marly.
Yep. Drawing and writing helps me cope with the torture. But sometimes when the class ends, I find myself glaring hardcore at the back of their heads. (I'm always the last one out.) and when they turn around, I just look the other way and smirk. Exactly! It's nice to know that there are other people out there who share my dilemma.
Sadly... I stopped praying after my friend died... which was... when I was 8 or 10 years old. or perhaps when my favorite dog died, and grandpa... phew, so many deaths. It sure does. So for all I care, they can keep on barking brainlessly like the dogs they are.
Therapy and counseling... for it to fail again. I can't seem to go through with it anymore. Its like I'm telling them my problems and they're not listening and asking totally different questions that strays from the problem at hand. Yeah. my good friend Alicia-Oneesan, who is all the way in texas, is really a good friend to me. She keeps me sane. XD I'd rather have her for a sister than the one I currently have. (who is a total B.) ^_^ that is why I always call her Alicia-Oneesan and she calls me Adri-Neechan.
Really? *checks weather* Oh yeah... (I live in kansas too.) Tornado season may have started.
Thanks Namine. I believe this whole ordeal has really made me emotionless. Last month my cousin died and... I didn't cry. I didn't feel any kind of emotion at all. But that's another story. as for my friends, they either moved and got a new phone number, cell number or they've ditched me for the way I am. Heh, I actually considered getting a tattoo of the Nobodies symbol for my birthday. XD Ironic but that's too extreme. True, true. I have so much drawings and poetry that... I could get a instant A+ in english or art class. Yes.. very, very f***** up. And I do try to enjoy life. But when they get physical... hoo boy. that just shows how much they really wanna mess with me.
It's all right. I already been to a counselor... they didn't help one bit. They even said I'm strange. I even went to family counseling with my sis and dad... that only made it worse. And I don't plan on killing myself. That's the last thing I'll ever do. ^_^ My mind is so full of awesome artistic ideas... but it's horrible that some people make fun of it and then turn around and act all supportive and fake. That's one thing I don't like. Being used.
I finished my Org. 13 jacket last week... and I've been wearing it everyday... I'm wearing more of my black shirts... I'm wearing a lot of silver lately... My hair is totally covering the left side of my face... I'm isolating myself from my family more often than I normally do. I've been very depressed this past year. I'm failing at school. my entire family is completely two-faced and talking about me behind my back. My school is so horrible. I am constantly talked about and bullied in all of my classes. People saying I'm mean and quiet. I'm not mean, I just don't want to talk, unlike all of you who constantly scream and laugh and barely get any of your work done cuz all you're doing is bad-mouthing me for a whole hour. oh, and to make matters worse. just today we had an assignment to do and it involved making a poster and drawing out an example. I always work by myself because... I just really can't work with people who are two-faced and rude like that. Everyone was like "oh can we draw stick people?" "Why do we have to draw an example?" "I can't draw." and guess what... All eyes fell on me. and the badgering started. "Hey, uh, what's your name, can you draw us a picture?" "Hey girl, draw us this." "She's not drawing for you, she's in our group!" That made me mad. I was never in your group to begin with and I really don't appreciate being a tool to your success. How in the world are you going from messing with me to telling me to draw something for you? After calling me names like goth-girl or something like that. But I'm not goth... yet. They have the gal to do that. And they've seen the way I draw, I'm sitting at my desk drawing a picture of Zexion, one girl looks over my shoulder and goes "Is that supposed to be you? You're really strange." =_= I don't say anything. I learned that the hardway last year, they would instigate and keep going until... they got what they wanted. Yes, they wanted to see me cry and I did. it was bad to the point where I walked out of the classroom, walked out of the school, went to the parking lot, got in my car and cried in all out agony and went home to cry some more. I'm telling you. The school I go to is horrible. And so are all the other schools around where I live... I don't even know why I put up with it before I go completely into a downward spiral of self-loathing and what not. All of my friends are going to different schools or out of state and I'm all by myself... I hate it. Bad-mouth me. Use me. Torture me. Laugh at me. But... now I stay calm and collected. I just ignore them. Let them blabber on and on and get no reaction. That makes them even more mad and it gets to the point where they'll actually push me or pull my hair. Side note: The teachers don't do squat to stop this. This happened at another school I used to go to... I got hit by a boy. I didn't do anything to him. I was just sitting quietly and he and his friends kept messing with me. That's all I'm going to say. And yet... I'm still here. Drawing and writing. The only thing that keeps me going through this emotional rollercoaster... and I glad... but I'm very upset for what happened today. And this is probably my longest post yet... but it's good to let it all out. ^_^
Aren't they cuuuuuuttteee... these are my top three favs in the organization. As the title says, I plan on making plushies of these three and these are the expressions I might use, I'll probably draw up more. This is the result of boredom I endured in school... ^_^ I got good! you can tell I took a lot of time on Marluxia.
"Excellent, sweet glorious alieve." he sat down and began chewing one of the pills like a hamster... even making the hamtaro hamster sounds when he eats. "crubb... crubb... crubb crubb..." Chibi A.X. stared at Namine and listed a two more quotes. "I don't like spam!" "Oh lord, bless this thy hand grenade, thou with it shall blow thy foe into tiny bits, in thy mercy."
Zexion nearly jumped at hearing Vexen's voice and looked at him. "Well number IV... oh snap..." in the distance, there was a snapping sound followed by a scream. "Oops... umm. poster board and maker." *flash* He then wrote down his explanation. ~Well Vexen, to shorten the explanation... I was practicing my magic. Demyx interrupted. I snapped at him and cursed him and everyone in this castle, along with myself and... let's just say the rest is history. And the reason I have written on a poster is because if I speak, I automatically cast a spell and that's not good... like what happened just now... I think I snapped someone's spine.~ Zexion glanced over at a forming crowd. He did snap someone's spine. "And now if you'll excuse me... I've got to avoid the police so I that I don't get a criminal record." and Zexion took off running as sirens where heard outside the store. 'Great... I MADE the cops come after me... Zexy, you're a genius.'
oh, that'll be interesting. ^_~ That's cool. Usually when I do something like that (which is usually cosplaying or just sitting around and pretending to be the characters with my friends) I often get picked to be the more... enigmatic characters or silent types or villains. Ie; Yazoo, Zexion, Saix, Itachi... err... yeah. back on topic: I want Zexion scenes so I can make a series titled either "The Zexion Reports" or "Zexion Knows Best". ^_^ I've got some funny ideas for those but I won't tarnish Zexion's rep. I was originally gonna do a sitcom titled "The Saix and Yuffie Show" but my friend who cosplays Yuffie and is really good at capturing her hyperness is living in texas with her fiance. u_u oh well.
Chibi X. sighed in an odd feeling of defeat. "Very well number XII... but no more poking." Chibi A.X. nearly cried himself and was reaching up to wipe away her tears when he saw on the corner of his eye that Xaldin had on a green camoflauge jacket, a hunting hat and holding a 12 gauge. Xaldin looked over at Chibi A.X. and put a finger to his lips. "Shhh... I'm hunting Xemnas... hahahahahaa..." Chibi A.X. paled and quoted from Monty Python. "...You're a loony."
Awesome comic. and from the looks of these posts... I think Marluxia, Vexen and Zexion are pretty popular than they are before. XD
MARLY WILL CATCH U EVERY TIME, BRIDAL STYLE, SURROUNDED BY SHOJO BUBBLES AND FLOWER PETALS AND GLITTER! ...I read too much shojo manga... XD
Thank you very much. Lol, I almost messed up on her hair, I was sitting in class drawing it then I realized... hey wait a minute... her hair hangs over her right shoulder... AAAHHH!!! My classmates looked at me weird when I gasped... but then again... I'm the only kh-fan in my ENTIRE school. >_>
Chibi A.X. looks at Namine's worried expression and sighs sadly. "I... have no idea. It's beyond my power." Xaldin was awake again and glared at Chibi A.X. "Oh, you can give Namine a halo and wings, Marluxia butterfly wings and a tutu and make Xemnas do the hustle... BUT YOU CAN'T MAKE SHOPPING IN THIS STORE NORMAL?!?!?!" Chibi A.X. stuck his tongue out at Xaldin who stomped off to think up more plans to kill Xemnas. Speaking of which, poor Chibi X. was so confusticated, looking up at Larxene with big googily eyes as she poked him in the head. "Please stop that, I may need more alieve to ease the headache you're giving me." and he did... the "puppy look".
Oh dear... I'm a failure as well... I just got my report card today... and it was horrible... ^_^ but marly is adorable. or Marmar... Mar... Mar-chan... eh, so many nicknames. awesome work.
Vexen's voice creeps me out when I first heard it in the Fm+ trailer... it was Hojo from DoC: FFVII. brr... never again. and this should be a cool line for Marluxia. "...Only real men wear pink... as for me... I have pink hair... *summons scythe* Prepare to die." XDDDDDD u_u still sad about not getting the game until my b-day. I'll get over it.... maybe. lol
Holy cow... if I see Vexen, I will either: 1.) lolroflmaobbq 2.) O_o 3.) ........................ 4.) YOU'RE EYES ARE TOO GREEN!!! ONLY SILVERHAIRED CHARACTERS CAN PULL IT OFF... AND REDHEADS TOO!!! 5.) Right on... he's scientist, not a commando. (Stupid Files.) and that about sums it up. I can't wait for Marly tho... with that voice of his and appearance, that's like a big middle finger to those who called him fruity.... hmmm.... that gives me an idea... *finds sketchbook.*
