Aura

I'm sure you did well :'3

NOW ONWARDS TO BURNING THAT COLLEGE DOWN TO CINDERS

Yeah, I stayed there until I calmed down and felt better. :glomp: I wish life wasn't so up and down sometimes.

That's progress, at least. And things are better. I don't feel as crappy. I was sad because of my crisis and feeling lonely. Oh, btw. The crisis has to do with my OCD and anti-socialness. It got randomly worse and I was freaking out. And there was a gender crisis too. It was like all of my problems decided to be at their peak and I had a giant panic attack because a color scheme didn't match, and I desperately needed a theme change somewhere. That's how bad the OCD got. .___.

Good. Patching up is...good, I think. I'm sorry you did.. Break downs are never fun. Mine freaked me out at one point because I was crying in bed and then opened my eyes and I had subconsciously crawled into a corner of my room. o.o''

Enough of that gloomy stuff. Anything better?

So long as you keep wishing and dreaming your true feelings will come to pass. Happiness is only one form of joy but there are many to see. I am planning on seeing real stars soon. Only once in my life, have I seen anything like it. The only lights came from the sky and the moon. There was no city, no cars, no noise. There was only a silent comfort. Gazing up at the sky I found that there was more to life then sadness, then despair. I found joy. I'm sure when you see it with your own eye's you'll experience that same feeling of happiness. The best part is that you won't be alone. You'll have your best friends there standing right by your side. Gazing at the same sky.

If you don't stop and stare at the sky every once in a while you'll feel lost. If you don't open your heart and see the world and it's beauty for what it really is, you might loose your soul. If you don't cry just because you want to cry you might turn into an empty doll. Have you very seen real stars??? Have you every loved something so much that you thought you would die without it. Have you ever had a friend that you couldn't go to because you felt lost and insecure? Step outside of your house. Step outside of your mind and look at the sky, take a deep breath and tell yourself your alive. Tell yourself that life is going to be ok even if you don't think it will be. I will one day show you the beauty of this world. It all starts with the stars....

I hope that helps you relax a little ^___^ I just came up with that on the spot! I will show you one day what really stars look like not the silly ones that you see, BUT REAL STARS!

Have a good night sister! Talk to you soon!

It's alright. I really hope things start looking up for you again soon. Honest. And. I'm okay. Had a breakdown last night, but it wasn't as bad as it could have been. Besides that though, things are relatively fine.

*Nods* It's okay. It's okay. I'm sorry for pressing things. I understand. I'm sorry.

I don't think you're tall enough to do that. :'D *pats YOUR head*

Hey. You should get on MSN...so we can talk and junk... D:

Thank you for clarifying. I understand that, I guess it's just the "Gr. I'M TRYING TO BE FRIENDS WITH YOU, DAMN IT." feeling. Trying to maintain some kind of contact, because I know if I don't make any effort to talk, we won't talk. That's just how it's been, with the exception of once when you messaged me on MSN to check on me--which made me extremely happy but that was a while ago. So I make a genuine effort to ask you about things and I just end up wondering at times if I should just leave you alone and let the contact just die.

It's a little more frustrating genuinely caring and being shut out. It's fine though. I get it.

Alright .

That doesn't sound very "okay". D: What's going on? I'm having a crisis, but it's not important at all.

I'll be commenting today~ How have you been, by the way?

R-really? Hmm. .well then. Guess we'll have to kill them first. -Scowls- FFFF- Yeah I heard. .the heat that day Mother Nature decided to be a *****.

FJAEFHSDF THAT SOUNDS LIKE A PLAN TOO >8DDDD

I know :l

I'm not concerned about the posts and rep I lost, but I'm damn annoyed about all my VMs and PMs D:<

Aww how come you've been down? D: I'm glad your day today is better though <3

I'm good, just tired @_@ working a lot lately and I've been ill so now I'm feeling half dead

Hey there dear, looks like our convo got destroyed >.<

How you doing? :glomp:

I don't really like using other people's stuffs. :B And I know!!! That render of ven is one of my top favorites! XD And awwww, thank you dear!! <3 That makes me feel all warm inside. 8DD

Omg, I love that sig!!! <3 I was going to use it, but I want to make my own! :3

Hey there, what's new?