Jayn

Good. And you? It's nice to meet you too :D

Well, I technically don't really have someone but...yeah. I'm sorry for bringing your mood down.

ive told so many ppl this now i DID but i came back cuz i missed everybody

It's fine. How are you?

Thank you. But I've mainly been concentrating more on my friend, though. She randomly texted me today and we talked for a short while, but she then asked if it was alright for her to call me later. Her and I are both going through the same thing, but I have a feeling she's having it worse.

It's something that I find it hard to talk about. I'll end up getting choked up and then start crying. I couldn't even be in his room when I was simply looking for a mouse that he used for his laptop. But thank you.

Hehe. *nuzzles and licks your cheek*

I see. ^^ *purrs*

Well, I didn't go yesterday. I got home around 2am and I felt pretty damn bad. Emotionally and physically.

He had cancer, a tumor, and his kidneys weren't functioning. But...Monday when my brothers, my dad, my brother's girlfriend and I got to the hospital, my aunt told us they were removing the medication since it was doing nothing for him and that little by little, my grandfather would leave. But he passed away Monday night, same day my friend's father passed away. I didn't go to school yesterday because of it and I had to go today since I don't know what other day I'll end up being absent.

At times, yeah. But she's also clumsy which is funny yet sad.

Medicine will help you. And yeah. No more body aching but my nose has been bothering me from time to time.

Why?
You d-d-d-d-d-d-DONT!

Yep.
I take care of the lilies and roses.

Oh dear.
You better be careful darling.
It's usually pet dog and cats that get abducted here >>
:3

Hi do you know moshimoshi? If you do im her brother cookie monster :D

Down like she's supposed to be, she gets down all over me. Down like her temperature cuz to me she zero degrees. She's cold, overfreeze! I got that girl from overseas, now she's my Miss. America now can I be her soldier please. I'm fighting for this girl on the battlefield of love, got me lookin like baby cupid sendin arrows from above. Dont ya evah leave the side of me, indefinitely, not probably. And ama stay down like that economy.
BABY DON'T WORRY, YOU ARE MY ONLY, YOU WON'T BE LONELY EVEN IF THE SKY IS FALLING DOWN.
BABY DON'T WORRY, YOU ARE MY ONLY, YOU WON'T BE LONELY, BABY ARE YOU DOWN, DOWN, DOWN?

What're you gonna do for Valentine? Dating? XD

Yeah. I had to. I'm not sure if I'll end up being absent the rest of the week.

It's bad. The breathing tube is helping him to breathe and if nothing had changed over the week, they would remove it and the chances of him surviving are very slim. If he would have died, he would have died from kidney failure since they were practically dry. But over the weekend, he began to urinate little by little, but we're still not sure if they'll remove the tubing or not. And...yeah. He was hospitalized two weeks ago, and he died from a heart attack. He died at 10am and had three heart attacks before that. By the third one, they weren't able to bring him back. But God I loved him and his family. His reaction every time he saw me put a smile on my face. I'm just leaving my friend alone for a bit. She's going to have family members going over at her house.

Why do I have to be so sweet? DX Kidding. And...because my mom told me we were leaving the hospital at 6. And then she tells me 6:30. And then she tells me 7. And then whenever I asked her if we were going to leave already, she would go, "Right now. Hold on. In a little bit." B| I was down at the lobby with my brother, my aunt and her friend. I became so violent, it was not even funny. My other brother texted me if we were leaving the hospital already, I said no, and he responds with, "lmfaolmfaolmfao" And then I just respond with, "I will tear your face off when we get home." B| My mom came downstairs around 8:30 saying we were finally leaving, and then I was like, "OH MY ****ING GOD. FINALLY. You kept saying 'almost. Almost'!" And then the security guard started laughing.

Take medicineeeeeee. Flu does suck. I've had it before. And no. You. B|

I watched only one episode today. @-@ I woke up sick today so I was like, "Ehhhh." throughout the day.

Um. Well, a lot of things are coming up at the moment. I'm not too sure if they'll remove the breathing tube from my grandfather today. And I probably would have been okay today, but a friend texted me earlier saying her father passed away. I called her and...yeah.

I can't do that. D: I'm too nice. I just sit there and read everything they're telling me. You actually should have seen my yesterday when I was at the hospital. I was ready to tear people's faces off. I was maaaaad. >>

Aw. Get better. Nao. I'm sick too but I have a feeling it's the flu. My body has been aching.

Have a good day at school <3
As Kairi would say, I'm "thinking of you, wherever you are."

Uhh, Kree? You there?

^^ I love you lots and lots and lots!!

Probably not. I already know what'll happen so it won't be much of a surprise. I've been watching Vampire Knight, though, since yesterday. I've been looking for stuff to watch.

They didn't, which was good. I tend to do that too. I get annoyed easily when I make a lot of mistakes and then blame the keyboard. But then someone just laughs at me when I say, "Stupid keyboard!" No, it's fine. I can wait. I've been going to the hospital and I haven't really been spending much time on the computer.

I'm wearing socks right now. My feet are nice and warm. Same here. But I've mainly been sad than lonely. I still feel lonely, but barely now with the stuff with my grandfather and such. And...no, I haven't. I never wanted a pony when I was little. I just remembered that.

I usually can't. Because when I say I haven't been doing well and I ask how they are, they don't bother asking me what's wrong until I ask what's wrong with them and then they go off in a long rant about why they don't like their life or families and so on. If I said I'm not longer better, what would you say? >> Aww. With a cold?

*eats 20kg of Chocolate*
Count me in!
SHAAAA-DOOOOWWW! [My hyper way in saying thingggs]

Oh, I'm sorry to hear dear.
My grandmother used to always keep things alive around my house.
But now she went back home.
To Australia.
So, yeah.
I know how you feel >:

Pity D:
Is your neighbourhood dangerous for young beautiful girls, like yourself, to walk alone?
:3

Yeah, I know. I've been patient with the anime though. I've been tempted to read the manga but I don't want to spoil anything.

It'd be odd if he did. But on this computer, you kind of need to smash your fingers on the keys since they're all messed up. There have been times where I got frustrated and started smashing my finger against one the keys. It was funny. <<; And... o.o Okay. And I don't know. I can't remember anything small. I can only remember important things or really bad things.

I have no idea. I was never told how she died. I told you about that? I can't remember. @-@ Loneliness is something that I despise with a great passion. Oddly enough, when I basically had no friends in middle school, I never felt lonely, until now and certain events occurred. And...yeah. I know. << Talking about Ponies is girly. >> Lol.

I'll talk about my issues and such, but it depends on the person. I've had people ask me if I'm alright, I say no, I ask how they are and then they go off in a rant about their issues. So it's kind of hard for me to talk about what I'm going through or what I'm feeling since people like dumping their problems on me. I've been laughing all day. I'm better, much better. Wednesday night was pretty damn...sad for me, yesterday was also a bit sad for me, but it wasn't as terrible as the previous night. I'm better though. You?