LARiA

Hm?

Response here.

OF COURSE IT'S CHEEESE.

What else could it be.

.....
You're doing this on purpose, aren't you?

http://www.kh-vids.net/showthread.php?118107-Truth-or-DARE!!!!!/page23

There, I did it.

See? Even I, a respectful rat, keep my promises.
It's hard to tell if it's actually cheese, but it facking is.

Also, creepy profile pic lol.

Names are to be given to describe, to label. Lisa is the name of a woman, and a woman you are not. You are given the name of a child because your mind is that of a young girl. You tire so easily; is it past your bedtime, child? I shall not have you missing your sleep to peruse the world of adults. Go to your bed and sleep! You are naught but an overly verbose girl feigning womanhood. You mishear me, miscomprehend me, and misinformed, you decry me. Not once did I deny that there is work suitable for women. As you mentioned, the kitchen and the bedroom are undoubtedly the domain of the fairer sex. Those areas require a certain set of skills not gifted to men. Let it be known though that the burden of choice is not one that lies with you. A man does not need a woman who thinks or speaks out of turn; he merely requires a loving partner to have dinner on the table when he returns from a hard day's labour. Tell me Lili, when did you ever have dinner prepared? You neglected me as a man and as your lover. When you have such blatant flaws, is it really so inconceivable that I would suspect more? Would any man blame me for believing you to be unfaithful? All those nights when you'd be gone without a word, they build suspicion in a man's mind.

You claim you want reality and accuse me of being a fake, an imposter, a poser. I propose a different view: you have spent far too much time around that damned solipsist! You see reality as dreams and dreams as reality. Watching you descend and waste your life like this, it makes my heart ache, my darling. I cannot stand back as an observer any longer. I will step into the world of dreams you've constructed, and bring you back. Because I need you here, with me. Return reality and take your place by my side, Lili.

In all legality, I am female. I lean toward masculinity or androgyny unconsciously so. And honestly, I checked the 'male' box mostly to screw with the minds of KHV. Even if I consider myself masculine or neither.

An old proverb goes, my dear Lili, as you may recall, "a sledgehammer is but a poor substitute for a universal key". That is fine; I am a poor man, and any key to your heart is better than none at all. I will not attempt to win you back with finesse my dear; I am far less serpent-tongued than my competition. However, the sledgehammer of my heart is many magnitudes greater than that of theirs. Mine has the strength of an elephant, pumping thousands of quarts of blood in a fire-hose of affection for you. You say I do not know you? Then I shall further borrow from my fine-trunked heritage! My memory is that of a mammoth, long lasting and safe from the clutch of winter. I will commit every hair on your head, every word that you speak, to my limitless capacity. Your wishes, good lady, mean squat. You forget that important fact: you are a lady! Certainly, as you have attested, you can cook and clean and offer your body. However, you possess neither the social standing, nor the mental capacity to make such choices for yourself. That duty goes to not the fairer sex, but the greater one. So I will not falter, nor make the grave error of allowing you to run rampant with the burden of free will. As it is my duty to decide, it is your duty to submit.

Do not think for a moment that I will be swayed by your maternal callings; such responsibilities fall upon the men of the household, not the daughter. Young and deluded as you are, you may think you are helping your mother by fussing about and troubling your small mind with issues of her health. This is not the case! As a fine woman, the greatest service you can perform is the act of matrimony. You do your family no credit by postponing your marriage, be it hesitance out of cowardice or out of filial devotion.

With these words, Lili, I do not ask, but instead demand your fair hand in marriage.

Here we are again. I'm trying to reforge our relationship, to reclaim what we once had, and you're only thinking of yourself. As usual, you're trying to pin the blame on others, when you know very well that you're at fault. I can call all I like, but a disconnected phone line will receive no calls, and will take no messages. To cut me out of your life so perfectly, to make me feel this way, it must have taken conscious, vindictive effort to destroy what we had. Yet you're trying to blame me for this? You say that all of this is my fault? You are sorely deluded, my dear. Been spending too much time around that dreamer, mayhaps?

One of these days, my dear, you will cease with these childish games and learn to accept the consequences of your actions. Alas, until such a day of maturity comes, we are forced to dance to this tune of a madman.

We never talk any more.

Why do you dodge my messages and avoid my calls?

You are tearing me apart Lisa.

Ashwin is What?'s middle name, not his first.

It is kind of something I picked up in passing, so I have heard conflicting reports on its authenticity. Asking him would probably clear that right up... but I'm too lazy :L

Because that's what he told us. And I doubt it's Indian xD He's from Canada, soooo. Then again his skin is kinda dark, if I recall... Oh wait, if he's going to India to visit relatives... Ok that makes sense then.

Oh. Pff. It's what we call him. Might be his actual name, might not. I prefer that to What?, especially when speaking. I also call him Ash. :L

Hehe, yeah.

I just need to get more sleep. I'm really bad about that. >:

Ahaha. You sound a little more tired than me.

I'unno, just senior life getting to me. An amount of things that are a bit to personal for KHV as well. /yawn

Yeah Ashwin is pretty much my favorite person who has ever been on the internet. :'D And possibly otherwise. I have a surprise of my own planned for later...

Of course not silly, how could you have done that?

I didn't go to school today, but I was ridiculously tired. How have you been?

I am now, but I fell asleep earlier. -_-'

Hello. c: Have a chat with me.

Oh, and just reply to this in the PM then, since I just read this.

But yes, the world is incredibly inspiring. Even as large as it is, there's things about it that even exceed it's own mass. Hell, the United States government for example, if you place in all known and unkown orginizations, did you know that not one person knows what every orginization is? (at least, so they say. There's no way to prove that I suppose. I'm only taking someone's word on that xD)

Ah, I see. I was afraid of that with my own replies to it. I figured that they'd be deleting my own due to it becoming the kind of conversation it was >_> Though if it helps any, me talking to Mikaze inspired the part about the world. Meeting new and amusing people reminds me of how much the world has to offer.

But yeah, for some reason I have a habit of sounding like that when ever I'm on kh-vids...I'm definatly not always like this, so sorry if I was coming off as cold or anything xD

I would, but I accidentally deleted my own post which was double joined with my old one >>