Ever Get,

So stressed your sick? I keep feeling like I'm gonna get sick from my stress. D: But you guys are the best for making me feel good and letting me try and get the hell away from it all.​

 

I get anxiety sickness, does that count? @.@

 

We all get like that at times honey, I get panic attacks sometimes >.>​

 

Depending? I guess so, I've also got anxiety sickness, I've had it ever since school ended, and I'm probably gonna have it even after tomorrow(school starts), I'd say yes, I feel shaky inside from that and I have a hard time sleeping(I've been up till 1 AM this whole summer from it)
Edit:Aw, cute kitten. Sad inside though. My cat ran off, and hasn't come back in about a week, I had to leave NH to come back to NJ D : I miss him.​

 

Oh, man. I've been there, trust me.

It's definitely not the best feeling in the world. Stress and sickness combined is a big no-no.

 

Not a good feeling.

 

D=
I hope you get better because I know its hell. =/
-hug-

 

I sure hope so too. Before it kills me. My brother joined the Marines without a (Won't swear) care in the world about his loved ones, and my ferret died. I feel like a horrible person because I have NEVER been there when any of my pets have died. I've always been in NH or in NJ.​

 

*hugs for joo*

I remember coming home from primary school and noticing that my hamsters cage was gone. I panicked, then my mum told me that Hammy was no more T_T

Then I found out this year that my brother drove him to suicide by repeatedly poking him with a pencil >.>

 

Oh sweetheart, that doesn't make you a horrible person, *hugs* it isn't your fault. Your brother I am sure he cares a great deal about his loved ones. Sometimes in life we have to do what we have to do, you don't know for definite he doesn't care.

I know it is sad when pets die, I still miss my dog, but you can remember them at least.

Being sad and getting stressed are never good things hun, I suggest a lot of icecream, a long bubble bath and maybe have a chat with your mom (or someone you are close to irl) who know the situations you are dealing with better than us guys do. We can listen, but someone irl really knows what is happening in your life right now.

Feel better <3​

 

He hung himself from his wheel. lol. He probably died of natural causes, at least you were there the day he died. I have always been there at least a week after my pet died. I never got the chance to say bye.

What di you do with his body?

CtR:My mom is the only person, but I can't talk to her and when I can its short. We did talk about it at some point but I just felt worse. She brought up the happy points in Louie's life and that made me become more depressed.​

 

I'm not sure what was done with the body actually :S My parents never told me and I was rather young so didn't ask lol

My aunt died a couple of weeks ago (my first funeral ._.) and I was in work at the time >.> Didn't find out until I got home that evening =/

 

Plenty of times.

usually around finals week. lol.

 

That is a part of grieving hun, you have to cry all the sadness out so that you can move on. It is a very painful process, but if you always lock those feelings away they will always hurt. You'll always miss them, but you can learn to remember them without crying or feeling depressed.

I'm sorry you feel you can't talk to your mom very much. If you do wish to talk one on one with someone then feel free to PM me or we can chat on MSN, I can't promise I know exactly what you are going through, but I am a good listener.

Do you have any close friends irl that you trust?​

 

I barely trust anyone. My parents alone. I'll think about it. The thing is I don't want to cry because I feel like I don't have a good enough reason to cry.​

 

Well to be honest, there is never a good reason to cry, mainly because emotions don't work that way. It is something we don't really have a massive amount of control over.

Other times tears come when we least expect it, and more often than not in my case when I least want them xD

People deal with issues in different ways, one way I get stress out is through screaming really loudly, blasting music, and even with my sports. That and I dance, dance is a great stress reliever.

I do know it can be hard trusting people at times, trust is a hard thing to earn and an easy thing to lose.

I can't tell you how to make things better and I can't give you all the answers to make life into rainbows, sadly that is something we have to learn in our time.

I have to go now, how about we have a chat tomorrow? ​

 

Oh, Okay, tomorrow then.​