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Spoiler: The Transient Applesales Girl So close to 1k subs...yet so far away. It makes me anxious, but also excited and humbled that anyone listens to my music or my singing and actually likes me. It makes me want to improve and do my best and stretch past my current limits. I want to look back on 2012 in a year or two and think, "Wow, I've grown!" I want to make those who support me and have stuck by me since my godawful 2007 dubs proud--even though exposing myself like this (and sometimes even with KHV) makes me incredibly anxious and nervous. I just want to keep growing and moving forward, even though that sometimes feels impossible.
Hey guys, December is in a few days...Can we get some more Christmas suggestions for the full chorus, please? I'll post the December schedule afterwards...
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【WEARING !! | LATEST TUMBLR UPDATE | OOC | ♪ 】 It had been extremely weird sleeping at Quin's. Not really in a bad way, but it was unusual. She woke up somewhere comfortable and safe with her mind at ease, for the most part...Until she remembered her car. She wasn't that attached to it, but she would never hear the end of it from her mother. She began to think of some elaborate lie to tell her when she asked what had happened. She couldn't just say 'oh it got blown up', could she? Even if that was the truth? She wondered if her mother had been keeping up with the news. She didn't know what she would do, and trying to figure that out was making her nauseous. Quin had laid out a pair of clothes for her and that's what felt strangest. Wearing her clothes. They were very nice, and comfortable and they fit her well, but they were Quin's clothes. The thought made her dizzy. She wondered what Thomas would have thought of this outfit on her, and if he would have wanted to take a picture. These thoughts clouded her focus throughout breakfast and the car ride to school. She was grateful that Quin did not force her to speak, or make things awkward. When they arrived at school and Quin left, Madeline had no idea what to do. Her bookbag...Was that still at home, or had it been in the car? She didn't remember. Her grades would suffer at this rate. She tried her best in her classes with the materials she had in her locker. It felt like the day was moving too slowly. It was excruciating. With every noise she was flinching. With every yelp or gasp from a schoolmate, she was swiveling around expecting some horrific death. When did start to care so much? This feeling...Living on edge...It was exciting, and maddening. She was scared to die in a way that she couldn't control. Her eyes widened as the bell for lunch rang and she felt herself start to tremble. She immediately shot up out of her desk and ran out into the halls. Where would Quin even be? Where? -- No, why? No. She couldn't get attached, that was the last thing she should be doing. Instead, she crept nervously into the school library.
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Nooo, no. Fuzzy and Agent. You're cool.
Yo homies, we just went over this; -- x Please stop time traveling. It's almost 2:40am my time. Stop it. |:< Good luck, Agent!
DAY 5-RECAP- Note: This recap will not substitute you actually READING, so do that if you have not or you'll miss things.The recap will only cover things that directly influence the story.(I am not a perfect human being, so I may have missed some things) ✖ Everyone meets up at Lacey's, except for Tyler because he's a loser. ✖ Crestatia broke Cherno. ✖ Who even is this old man? Like, wat? ✖ This was pretty cute. ✖ Temperance x Cherno 5eva. Temperno? Cherance? ✖ Anthony lives! ✖ Madeline is still cray. ✖ Aileen pushed herself to say hello AND THEN WE ALL IGNORED HER. LOL. WE'RE AWFUL. ✖ The talk begins... ✖ Theories. More theories. More theories. More. You know what, you guys can find all of these yourselves! ✖ We're still bad people, so we all ignore John. ✖ Temperance has (had?) a printed off copy of the email. ✖ Cherno freaks out and goes outside. ✖ Madeline freaks out, Temperance doesn't like it, Quin is like "aw hell naw calm yo @ss", Temperance is like "low blow central motherfuuckahs" and a Madeline is like "b!tch say wat?" Altair was like "yo homie, she ain't worth it" and Madeline was all (. . .) and then he let go but Temperance was all like "ANOREXIC ANOREXIC" then they were kicked out. ✖ Cherno wants to meet up again, thinking that maybe nothing goes right on purpose and Crestatia doesn't want to allow the email to be deciphered. ✖ Chase is really nice. ✖OH SHlT SON OH SHlT OH SHlT!! WHY EVEN. THIS IS SO OUT OF THE BLUE OMG FINAL DESTINATION CRAP. ✖ "Dammit Cresatia! FUCK YOU!!!!! I HATE YOU!!!" - -aHAHAHAHAHAHhahfahaha. ✖ HOLY CRAP KABOOM MOTHERFUCKERS. I'm sorry...Ashina and Xavier are dead. ✖ Anthony babu has a bit of a meltdown. ; n ; ✖ Temperance has a heart. ✖ YURI SLEEP OVER TIME! GAMBATTE M-CHAN, QUIN-CHAN! ^__^ Too bad KHV doesn't allow mature RPs--*shot* ✖ Altair is taken to the hospital. I couldn't help but laugh at this, but I also feel bad because we just LEFT him lying there. SUCH GOOD PEOPLE WE ARE. ✖God saved John. CONCLUSIONS/UPDATES?✖ WELL. THAT WAS EXCITING. ✖ Nicholas never existed. ✖ I think everybody else is actually caught up, activity wise? Good job! ✖ The next day should start at 11:30am. Go to school (if you're there, it's lunch time)--or not. If you've made any Tumblr posts we should know about, lemme know.
【WEARING | LATEST TUMBLR UPDATE | OOC: About 30 minutes until the day ends~ | ♪ 】 With the girl's expression, M cringed a bit. She had forgotten not to call her Kallisti and she felt pretty bad about it, but there was no taking it back now. She felt extremely tired, and awkward, and somewhat frightened. She didn't really want to talk and risk messing something up or saying something she didn't mean to again. She wanted to stay as small and unnoticeable as possible. The entire car ride she spend scrunched up in the passenger's seat. Her car. Ugh! Sure, she was grateful for even existing at the moment, but...The CAR, though. "I don't mind," she curled slightly against the door. "Thank you." Her eyes were burning. She was so tired. She hadn't even remembered how hungry she was. The car ride was relatively uneventful. She didn't touch the radio, or say much of anything else. She was nervous. This was strange. She felt like she was intruding, as she was used to being alone and would have sooner jumped off of a bridge than invite someone into her home. Still, she was thankful. She did not hate Quin. Not much at all.
*Cries*
【WEARING | LATEST TUMBLR UPDATE | OOC: About 1 hour until the day ends omG | ♪ 】 She didn't want to impose on Kallisti--except she kind of did. She wondered what her home was like and if her father really wouldn't mind...M needed help. She didn't want to go back to the church. She needed a bed, not a pew. She would most likely break down at the sight of Reuben, and she knew she couldn't go home--especially not now. That reminded her...Her PHONE. Oh no, her CAR. She stepped off of the curb and ran her fingers messily through her hair, almost reentering panic mode before calming herself again. There was nothing she could do. It was a disaster over there. There's no way her car made it. What was she going to do?! That was her mother's car!"U-um...Yes, please, if you wouldn't mind, Kallisti...I need a place to stay." She held back hyperventilation. "Is...Your car alright?"
Awww, she's adorable! What's her name?
【WEARING | LATEST TUMBLR UPDATE | OOC: About 2 hours until the end of the day. | ♪ 】 She took a deep, shaky breath and straightened her back. There were too many feelings circulating inside of her to process right now. She hated that. She had always prided herself on being able to control her emotions, but that was slowly changing. When Quin approached her, she was already wiping the tears away from her eyes. Hurt? Was she? She couldn't tell. Her entire body ached, but she had no idea if any damage was caused by the actual explosion, or if she was still recovering from her earlier brawl. The sky was dark, but the area was well lit now by both the flames and the emergency cars. She noticed Anthony walk off, but she couldn't find the voice to stop him. Why did she care? He just seemed so ... young. She cringed at the sound of her own name, and the nodded quietly towards Quin."Are you okay?" She didn't even recognize her own voice. It wasn't soft any more. It wasn't meek. It wasn't hiding. It was sharp toned and rich. It reminded her of her mother's. Still, she was genuinely concerned. "I'm...I'm sorry..."It looked like Temperance had survived. She was actually glad. It was strange. She may not have liked her, but if she had died the guilt would have never ended. "You're not the only one."A switch flipped from inside of her. She didn't know what it was, or how it would affect things, but there was something there now for Temperance that hadn't been there before. Some sort of unspoken mutual understanding? Empathy? The fact that Madeline knew exactly what Temperance was talking about without a word of explanation... She was going to cry again, wasn't she? No. No more tonight. She brushed a hand softly against the cheerleader's shoulder, hoping she would understand. She was sorry too, for some reason. She knew pride well enough. Temperance would probably only feel embarrassed if she verbally acknowledged it. "Are you guys okay? Did you get caught in the blast?" Yuna sighed. "I-I'm sorry for mouthing off to you guys... it was stupid... and I-"Yeesh. She had actually gained a bit of respect for Yuna upon her previous...outburst. "Xavier and Ashina are missing." She murmured. "It's getting late...But I can't go home."She didn't know what sharing that would accomplish, but she wanted to sleep so badly and to leave before the paramedics forced them all into hospital beds.
【WEARING | LATEST TUMBLR UPDATE | OOC: R.I.P. // About 3 hours until the end of the day. | ♪ !!】 She didn't even know what to say. She watched the explosion and heard the cries, but ... what was she supposed to do? Panic filled her heart and she looked around frantically. Who was left? Everyone? --No, not everyone. Someone was missing...Who was missing? Then her head spun. Were...Ashina and that other kid still in the diner? Why? Why? Her knees felt week. She felt sick. This was crazy. This absolutely insane. It was really...Happening, huh? She was panicking; adrenaline surged through her. Why? They had all known it was going to happen, but...Did they not take it seriously? Did they not expect it? What if it had been her? Tears fell and she wrapped her arms around her waist. She wanted to die, right? Why was that such a scary thought, then? Maybe it was just...dying like that...Not having control over it. She trembled and began to sob. She had so little control right now. How terrifying.
This worked out perfectly. Everyone had narrowly escaped--that was, except for two. For some reason, it seemed that John was spared. It was almost as if someone was countering her declaration...but no matter. She had only promised two deaths. Was someone trying to make sure she played fair? How annoying, that witch. The vehicle skidded forward with one last ear numbing blast of it's horn. If you had looked close enough, you would have seen the truck driver bracing himself as best as he could and letting the wheel go within the last few seconds before the collision. The truck crashed into a few parked cars at first, but with unnatural force, it tipped over, rolling once and crashing straight threw the large window of Lacey's. There was a high pitched scream from somewhere. It was only a small fire at first, but within seconds the flames had transformed into short fiery bursts. Gasoline leaked out of the punctured tank, and the flames spread quickly. There was a loud rumble and an immediate large explosion from the back that followed, shattering the rest of the glass windows. Within a minute, the entire building was on fire. And then... BOOM! Glass, wood and metal burst out from every direction and smoke billowed upward. Spoiler: X
8 【WEARING | LATEST TUMBLR UPDATE | OOC: Do what you want, now. Don't godmod people away, though. | ♪】 Quin said she had nothing to feel sorry for, but she was still embarrassed about losing control like that. She would have told her that if she hadn't been disrupted by the scream of Abby. What the hell was her problem? ...And then she saw it. Whatthefuck.A gas truck's horn was blaring wildly as it sped and slid closer and closer to Lacey's. Shit. She had to move. They had to move. Survival instinct took over and Madeline stumbled forward, nearly falling on her face. She grabbed Quin's hand and pulled--not sure if she would follow. She was met with resistance. Was she crazy? She had to MOVE!"Let's go, let's GO!"Her thoughts flashed back to Temperance and she felt her stomach twist into a knot. She was in her car and the truck was speeding towards her. Would she make it in time? With those heels? She didn't know. She didn't have time to drive away without hitting the truck herself. She thought about her wish from earlier. If she died...was it her fault?The horn blared again and Madeline was off, running literally for her life as far away from Lacey's as she could get.
I have no idea what's happening anymore.
It's okay. We'll get through this together. I've set up some RP grief counselors for us.
Have you taken a look at this? http://kh-vids.net/threads/the-basics-of-roleplaying-workshop.81262/
