Yup. My logic is impeccable. ;3
"You didn't have a choice with leaving," Namine pointed out, keeping her gaze forward as her chin rested on her knees. She couldn't identify her voice--she just sounded...drained. Weary. But at the same time, a bit apathetic. Like she had given up. And she had.
Yeah. xD Right before she went to bed tonight, she requested that I didn't stay up till 4 again, just because it's a bad habit. But when I brought...
Too little too late, Namine thought to herself, hearing Roxas' words. She blinked at the thought, surprising herself. Of course she didn't really believe that; she would always be waiting for Roxas, even if he never came. That was her sad, pitiful life. She wasn't sure if waiting for him was a good thing or not; he had changed, and she wasn't sure if the Roxas she loved would ever be back.
I told her I was on iTunes, which I was. She has no idea what RPing is, so she wouldn't understand it if I told her about that. But I just told...
Namine left her despairing thoughts alone when she heard Roxas' voice, the noise breaking through her concentration. She lifted her head and set her chin on her knees, though she didn't look over at Roxas. That small action she had performed was enough to prove that she was listening.
Yup. xD As soon as I came out of my room around 1 in the afternoon, she asked me how late I had been up and what I had been doing. hah
Namine sniffled softly, a long breath leaving her lips after that. She was done with this. She was done with the stupid emotions she felt over everything that had happened. She was done worrying about the future. It didn't matter to her what happened anymore; things couldn't possibly turn out well in the end. They had in previous circumstances, but this time was different.
Plus, my mom was kinda...peeved, that I stayed up till 4. xD
Namine felt two tears exit her closed eyes and immediately go into her sweatpants. She didn't care. She had given up hope that she would be able to handle this, because she couldn't. She didn't know what that meant for her future, and she didn't care about that either. All that she knew was that she couldn't handle it anymore.
=) I'm sure I won't be on till 4 AM again today; I've sorta got a headache. =/
Namine gritted her teeth together, tears reappearing in her eyes. Forget it. She didn't care about being strong anymore. She didn't want to live her life feeling apathetic because she buried all her emotions deep in her heart. She brought up her legs and wrapped her arms around them as she laid her head in her knees.
Rain- Dax Johnson
Ah, I see. xDD
Namine took a step back and lowered herself onto the couch, her back still towards Roxas. Pull it together, girl, she told herself, head spinning from her sickness and from her emotions. You're an emotional train-wreck. You're supposed to be stronger than this... She let out a silent breath in frustration, bringing a hand to her forehead as she tried to calm down completely.
Aww, that's lame. =/
Namine sniffled, her last tear running down her cheek. She suddenly felt drained--physically, mentally, and emotionally. She hadn't realized just how large of a burden she had been carrying on her own, but now that it was in the open, it felt like an even bigger burden. It feels like there's always something wrong, she realized miserably, bringing her hand away from her mouth as she wiped at the trails the tears had left.
No. 11- Dax Johnson
Yay for shopping! xD
Namine couldn't find the words to speak, so she stayed silent, lowering her head as her tears slowly faded away. She knew that she wanted to follow Roxas' request for his sake, though in her head, she was questioning why. He had been awfully cruel just a few minutes ago, speaking to her very coldly and prying the truth out of her. That was the reality of the situation, but Namine quieted her crying despite all of that.
