whats that site u use to have for your fanfic account? (i only geot to read 1) ^^'''''' it was rele great!
Ok heres what you should do..... first off talking. Tell them how you real feel and what you told us and tell your step dad if he starts to interrupt ("Make your comment AFTER, If you interrupt one more time then we're never going any where with this bonding thing K?") and if he makes a smart comment remind him as a human being he cannot force you to do the following: -Smiling -bonding -trying to be a good son -trying to help out -live in that house -be nice -& more I think with the whole smiling thing is something that seems like a personal problem and your parents aren't giving you space,they'e on your case due to well jusrt talk and let us know how it goes explain all that also tell your mom on the whole blank stare thing the reason you give them that is they are being to hard on you,they aren't meeting halfway either i mean it sounds to me that you know the reason you show bad attuide and don't smile and listen to music and act like you don't care and is easily getting mad at them because they're not meeting half way so in a way ur consincious is sayintg to your actions why dohld i follow or listen or talk to them when thetre not meeting me halfway? Why should i be there example?' (thats actually true although u don't think it, it's really true) make tem read these and make them and tell them to read it because if your stepdad says'YOUR too obessive!' ask him him hows the lady friend, how long did you talk to her?' ask him that and see what he sees although they're going to read this try talking about therapy (that always starts bonding and in therapy they have to listen if they're not willingy to talk for free) You gotta try and work half way, thats how family gets along otherwise, thats how,you as the child, later becoames affected! good luck dyll! ^^ ^^ believe me i had this problem with my mom and dad y'know my mom before she died.....but we never did reslove it...so thats why you should you never know! -true yet sad stry^^- ~E.R.E.B~
r u mad at me?
look Can I? under Poetry and lyrics? k? ty ^^ i have a new postig! ^^
hi light! did you find L? heghhe hi i couldn't resist Light and L r my 2 faverite anime guys along with Amiya from Pixie pop (i swear he's like L...
A neew Beginning A New Beginning Today, I'm gonna skip school and ride on the real bus, Today I'm gonna sit in class and pretend that I really care when all I can think about you,think about you, And when the ball rings to go, i'm gonna let you know, That this place is breaking and tearing us apart and i can't be myself because of all thos*******,****** girls, and they call high school the start of letting gooo oh woah oh woah ohh when really all you do is Hide your face as muchh as you can, You are too afraid to be yourself, and when summer comes it's like the clock is ticking and your waisting time in thiss life, whoi said that this should be the beginning maybe i should teach this world a lesson that life doesn't have to be this wayoh no you can choose life yes you can so stop complaing and whining yeah you know what i just said, Just shut up for once because what chance do you have of being real by acting like a prissss?I know this for a fact that i can be whoever i wanna be and yes i'm gonna start yes i am you can't stop just because you don't like the way i am acting you don't like the way i wear my hair mmy clothes you seem to think that i am some fake well listen here dianan i'll show you that i don't need your prissyness i don't need your b.s. iand i don't need to be someone like youu who has to put others down and who has to put up with youu! this is a new begginng this is a new beginning this is a new beginning this is a new beginning and i'm not gonna let you stand in my way! i'm not gonna let you win! i'm not gonna give in to this start, i'm gonna become something real and one day you'll be beging for a job and i will let you in because it's a new beginning right now it's a new beginning right now. A New beginning. It's starting so getting ready right about now, The future has many choices why do i have to be with that? Why can't I be a weather girl or a pastry chef? Why can't I be a bad girl instead of a good girl? it's like the question would rather just leave me blank but i'll find those answers and no it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be a long rode but i will o anything to find those to find mself with this new beginning right about now! ~last day of school of inspiration, i hope you like it! ^^ came from my hearttt! lol later! A little story about a star i know She sits on her front porch dreaming of being a somebody, Tired of a nobody, Wanting to be the center, imagining the life, people bowing,fans cheering, boys are blushing and suttering, Becoming something huge, important, beautiful,unbelieveable,and loving, the life of a star she dreams, at night, at day, through the year, through the phases of a moon, dreaming while looking up at the stars the beautiful stars just like down here only famous & happy, but now the happyness is gone, and she has choice, to become a little story about a star i know, who lost her hope & faith as she grew up on that dream and became a mom, she had a difficult daughter, the daughter was mean, nothing like before, nothing, the nothing felt like an empty shell of a nobody going where no where but to her misery, she keeps dreaming, of being a star but on her gaurd, the dreams never stopped, Until she crashed by a drunk driver, A little story about a girl I know, i foud her diary, and readit, and continued to the end, then i cried for the sorrow she felt through the years, i'd ask myself 'why?' 'why?' this poem is about my mom in decation, hoped you liked it! ^^
OCC:Is it ok if i come back or not?
why? what happened the other day onii? hi mommy! ^^
lol r u serious? wow!!! how r u gonna get dressed??
yep...got nothin' to do w/ me
??????????? ask her ok i'mma lost by both of u.
ihave it's jsut that i overeacted....im going thru some stuff and it had to do w/ bashing...but i'm done w/ tlking about it cause it's kwl i just...
im sorry she was the 1 to send me this message that you wanted to make me ur wife i gtg ttyl
idk r we? i'm asking u >_>''
yea srry i had to shave-- nvm ^^'''''
ya but i was mostly in a thread where it was very clear and i stuck around groups and stuff...>_< plus i really had no idea how technology was, a...
jaden.....you told to shut the hell up, and you've been scaring me lately......*sighs*
well i'm sorry im still new at the whole thing besides, i freaked out because people would just pound on me on here for no reason, ik my posts...
lol idk if he does for real...lol
lol aprently obama does lol
