Hmm, maybe that would work although I'm not sure if I what to tell him. But I guess I'll have to at some point so that we'll stay friends. I'll try and build up the confident!
Well, that what always happens in romances right? So if must have some truth then. Okay, so I try and have more of an open mind. Haha, it's not that I'm afraid to talk to boys, the thing is they useally only talk about sex and girls in such a way that's a bit uncomfortable. :/ I guess though there must be another boy somewhere who isn't like that and isn't into boys. I'll try to find him. ___________________________________________________________
Thank you both for helping me. :) You've both open my mind a little bit more and I'm grateful to you both. All that's left now is for me to take your advice.
Okay, I would really like some help with my problem.
Well, about two years or so ago I met this boy. And he smiled at me. I smiled back. He's nearly my perfect kind of guy, cute, considerate, and kind. Although we're not in the same classes, wherever we see each other while going to class, we'll walk each other if we're not with other friends and whenever both my close friends are off sick, he'll hang out with me during lunch. He's the only boy I've ever been able to talk to, comfortably. During the two years I've gotten to know him, I've slowly been falling in love with him. First it was just a harmless crush but now it's more than that. My first love. But here's the catch. He's gay. He's not into girls. When I first met him, I accidently catch him in the act of kissing his boyfriend. After promising that I wouldn't tell anyone that he was gay, that's when he smiled at me. I still remember that smile, but now it's breaking my heart.
Please, can you give me some advice to help me get other him? This unrequited love hurts too much for it to continue like this. I can't tell him, and I don't want to because that'd make him feel guilty. All I want now to get over him.
