That is Some of the best advice I've ever gotten on this subject. Thanks Noroz, it really did help a lot, Because, you described the exact way i feel(inferior, undeserving), and that's exactly how i do feel sometimes, like a few hours ago. But it goes away after a few hours. I gotta get out of this house more often, i'm tired of my small room. But hey, what makes up for it is i get to see her tomorrow.
I've come to a conclusion that I'm a jealous guy when my girl is with her guy friends, it's not that i don't trust her, it's i don't trust them. i want to, but i cant. I get this just empty feeling inside my stomach. I was wondering is there anything i could do to over come this jealousy, I'm just kind of desperate to overcome what i hate being.