Mine was a serious case, although I never hurt anyone, I was on the verge of hurting myself and almost committing suicide. The medicine does make me kind of dull to emotion and it does mellow me out but I still feel happiness and other feelings, but I'm just not all over the place anymore than when I was not on medicine. The medicine balances me out but the only side effect I've had from the medication is weight gain and a little of dull emotions sometimes (but rarely.) Also, when you first start taking anti-depressants it makes the suicidal urges stronger before your body gets used to the medication, so that is why some people stop taking it right away without waiting it out. :/
I am diagnosed with Schizophrenia and I live a normal life, while taking medicine of course. Before I was diagnosed, I went through a major depression where I went down to 100 or 99 lbs. and I had trouble deciphering what was real and what was not. I would also hear disturbing thoughts to kill myself and to hurt others and I had mental breakdowns constantly. It took forever to find out what I had and I went through several medications and seizures until we found out the best one.
In all, Schizophrenia is not to be taken lightly. It endangers you and the people around you and your mental state; it can make you literally numb and exhausted. It's something that is battled with everyday and people should be careful when they call others "crazy" because people with Schizophrenia or other mental illnesses become very hurt when others say that and the exact thoughts that follows, well for me, are, "Maybe I am really crazy? I can never be accepted as normal...." It just really hurts when people call us "crazy" or "insane," because it is something we can't help....
I don't want anyone to experience what I've gone through. Ever.
Also, when I'm not on my medicine, the voices and thoughts of derealization come back. :/ I have to always be on medicine. Forever.
Hi and welcome to kh-vids. c:
I'm dreambydistance, nice to meet you!
I hope you have a great time here and meet many new friends, btw I love your signature!
Wow, love your username! Why didn't I think of something creative and funny like that!? D:
Anyway Fishy, see you around the forum and hope you have fun!
I really dislike Larxene, she reminds me of girls I went to school with and how they all got what they wanted and they complained all the time, but who I really dislike is Saix. -.-
I hated Agrabah, but I hated Monstro even more, lol. D:
I was really lost in the Cave of Wonders and I can't remember that much about it since the last time I played it was when I was like 13 or 14. xD
Never could beat Phantom, just nope. Couldn't do it, I wasn't good at that kind of strategy. Kurt was the easiest for me and I never really tried the Ice Titan, but I did beat Sephiroth.
Yes, there was a deep meaning in Kingdom Hearts, like "Don't lose sight of the light," "It's always darkest before the dawn," "Friends are power," "Never to lose faith in yourself," and all sorts of ideas. The most important thing that I think KH teaches us is to believe in our own strength and heart, because we can hopefully change the world.
I believe his parents love him and are fine on Destiny Islands but Sora is too focused on helping his friends, family means very little in KH unless I am proven wrong in future titles.
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