I just realized what I did, and it was wrong. But I have to tell you, I did not know what I was doing...
I have a disorder called DIS(Dissociative Identitydisturbance). People with this disorder often have an alter ego, and I'm sadly, one of those persons. I see just now that I have been acting very immature this time and I can see why I wouldn't be welcome here anymore...
I'm sorry, and my apologies for my goddamn stupidity.
I'm not asking for a kind farewell because I know I woulnd't get one.