Oh you guys I feel bad for you My favorite pairing actually happened, so I don't understand your 'feels(actually, one of them died horribly in the arms of the one that could not die, but still, it did happen, and it was gay and absolutely glorious while it lasted)' Just venting because of Supernatural fans on Tumblr because OH MY GOD SHUT UP
More scared than I've ever been in my entire life My mom and stepdad are forcing me out Like, they know I make enough money for rent because of all the jobs I work, so they went out, forced me to co-sign on an apartment and are throwing me out of their house. They're even paying utilities for me and everything. I have until Tuesday to leave, and I'm ****ing scared, I don't know what to do, I've never been on my own before. I mean, no one talks to me at my house anyway, but now I won't even have the option to try and reach out to anyone, and I don't have any friends either, I have maybe one or two people that I can bear to be around every now and then, but I've never had to be this well and truly alone. I don't know what I'm going to do. I have severe anxiety, a panic disorder, and depression, who is going to be there for me when I need someone? I'm going to have no one, my mother doesn't even want me around anymore to the point where she's willing to pay for me to go away. I've struggled through a lot in this past year. I've dealt with severe bullying, and learning everything my father has done to hurt my family and why he left, all of that alone led to three separate suicide attempts, I've been in and out of mental hospitals because of a panic disorder that has nearly killed me, I had to take several different drugs to keep my emotions and depression stable until they practically turned me into a vegetable and I had to stop taking them, and I have to take sleep medication. My cat that I've had since I was four almost died, my sister told me that she thinks I'm scum and that she wants nothing to do with me anymore because I'm not worth the time or trouble, and my stepfather hasn't spoken a word to me since 2005. Through everything, my mom has at least been some help, however forced the help may have been, she's been there to at least take me to my psychiatrist, and therapy, and the hospitals, and she bought me my car so I could work, but when I dropped out of school this year she gave up, and now she's paying for me to leave, and I don't know what to do, I've lost everything. I left school, started working, and I was finally getting to where I was better, I haven't had a panic attack in months, I haven't had suicidal thoughts since I stopped taking my meds six months ago, and my anxiety is controlled enough to where I've made it through several months of a stable job, and I recently got two more, and am perfectly okay with it. I mean, I still get anxious in public, and around a few people that I sometimes hang out with, but I've mostly been okay. Now I'm scared, I'm going to be on my own, what if something happens, what if I suddenly relapse, what if no one talks to me again now that they don't have to. I don't have a relationship to rely on anymore because I couldn't handle the commitment, and I am so scared to be alone, but all of it is my fault, I ruined every relationship with my family by being ridiculously difficult to be around, and I don't make friends and oh God what am I going to do?
That I am tired of my favorite bands skipping right over Houston, Texas, and visiting every other city in the state, I mean, c'mon, San Antonio? Are you serious? No one likes San Antonio. Sorry just whining about dumb bands not coming to my dumb city
Spoiler And next week Cas is coming back, and promos show him yelling at Dean for leaving him, and Sam and Dean are fighting, and Dean is being unfair to Sam, and Cas is back ok Now I know the agony of waiting an entire week for a new episode. It hasn't even been two days. Holdme.
I can't really afford video games, so I'm really late, but I only own Borderlands, Borderlands 2, and Fable III, what other games(non FPS) should I look into getting?
And all I have to say so far(I'm on episode 1), is that Merlin isn't old, Arthur is kind of a dickbag, Merlin is dramatic, and I keep laughing at him fighting with Arthur. Oh and Eve Myles is gorgeous as ever. EDIT: Holy hell, that's a dragon
I started with Snivy again, yeee
if you didn't watch the new episode of supernatural, you are severely missing out and you need to go watch it right now ok
My favorites are Eragon The Hitchhiker's Series Percy Jackson and beyond The Sword of Truth series Harry potter of course Inkheart And really random novels that I get my hands on that can manage to charm me into reading them, mostly fantasy, no horror, I really liked The Perks of Being a Wallflower though, and October Sky, and I enjoy epics and long poetry as well. I'm just looking for something good to read. I like fantasy, not sci-fi as much, but The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy and its sequels are probably my favorite out of the things I've read, I have at least a hundred novels on my shelf that I've finished, and Uglies, The Hunger Games, etc., etc., but I don't particularly like them. I hate tragedy and fluff, but I like comedy and satire. I like things that make me think about life, while not being overly serious as well, and I don't really enjoy series' unless they're already complete. I prefer standalone books, long or short doesn't matter to me. I've become really picky lately and haven't read anything because I haven't found a book I've really liked in a long time, so I want mew things. Any recommendations?
How 'bout it Dat **** cray
And I'm a supernatural premier virgin, I have never experienced one This is my first time guys My first Season of supernatural How will I wait every week for an episode
what's the fastest/easiest/most easily accessible way to get fast dry nailpolish off the carpet
I’ve been questioning myself as a person a lot recently. I really shouldn’t be. I’ve been raised knowing I am female, and I am proud to be a female, but I’ve always been more of a tomboy anyway, and I usually wear men’s clothing or sweatpants, other than the times when I wear dresses because I like dresses. Really I’m just confused as to why I feel like less of a woman lately. I have the body of a woman, I like glitter and shiny things, but I look at myself and don’t see it. I just see me, a person. I don’t even see a particularly good or special person. I feel plain, and I don’t feel like myself either, I never have. I’ve always felt like I’m just fitting in for my parents’ and everyone else’s sake. I feel more comfortable wearing band shirts and jeans all day than anything, and I keep my hair short because it feels better, and I don’t particularly care about the way I look like I used to. I keep myself clean, I keep myself decent, so it shouldn’t matter, right? I just sometimes wish my image lived up to my attitude, and on top of that, I wish I could know what’s right and what’s wrong when it comes to gender roles, because I feel like a male the majority of the time now, until I’m slapped in the face with a comment about my breasts, or weight from some *******. I just wish I could go to the mall or the store and be able to look through clothing that I want, and on top of that, be able to fit into it. I need to lose weight first and foremost, and then I can go from there I guess. I just want to be able to look like the person I feel like I am, and not just walk around like I’m stuck in a really itchy suit. I feel weird for feeling this way, but I just want to be able to feel okay. I feel like I make no sense, my thoughts are sprawled out into a hundred different things at once. Moreover the fact that I wish I were at a healthy weight so that I could wear clothes that feel comfortable without having to spend all kinds of extra money, and then I just want to feel right, because I don't. I don't feel like I'm the person that I am and it bothers me. My personality is fine, a bit strong at times, but fine. It's just that my body doesn't match my brain, and I feel so confused. I'm actually embarrassed by all of this, that's why I want help from here because I don't know anyone I can talk to about this in person. I'm just confused, and I am a grown ass woman, I shouldn't be needing to ask for help about this, I should be able to keep it in my head and just do what I want, but I feel like I can't do what I want, like I'm being held back by something, and I don't know what. There are a lot of run-on sentences here, I'm sorry.
THIS THEME And I don't even like it that much. It's kind of an awful theme. I chewed my lip off in concentration, over this ****ing theme. And to top it all off, it's not even my theme, I just changed the positioning and sizing, etc almost everything on it to make it ****** computer friendly The only reason I used an unbearable theme was because the one that I had just switched to was worse. Does it look that bad or am I just annoyed for nothing? EDIT: Basically this is a thread to complain and then ask your opinion on my tumblr theme
Because I have mono again Ugh What are some good, healthy ways to keep myself occupied and healthy for days without getting too bored? As in, not just playing video games, or watching TV all day.
Preferably one that will work just fine on an XP computer EDIT: and not a strategy game, I don't like those. I prefer side-scrolling ones, though I suppose I'll try anything suggested to me anyway.
And it reminded me of how much I hate Rose, and why I can't watch Doctor Who anymore because I hate Amy. Ugh why can't there be a companion as good as Donna again At least bring Captain Jack back, I didn't watch Torchwood Miracle Day, but he seemed to be able to juggle his Torchwood branch and the Doctor just fine before(except not really).
Just why And ugh my typo, can someone change that to astounds
because I think I'm dying I should go to the emergency room i can't lay down on my side with my head on the pillow, which means i can't sleep and I'm going to insomnia all of my organs are going to shut down from lack of sleep and then i am going to die oh god I'm dying halp
said that if this guy and I don’t stop fighting, that she’s going to put us up in front of the class and make us solve our differences alongside third-party commentary. She basically said that if we don't solve our dispute by Monday, then it's either that, or we get booted from the class. So this guy and I talked it out somewhat, and he said to write down why I hate him so much so that he knows why I'm mad at him. He said he'll read it and then call me later to discuss it. So I complied, against my entire being, and wrote a couple of pages to him to tell him why I'm furious with him, now I'm waiting for him to call me, and I don't expect him to, but I'm waiting around any way in case he surprises me.