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  1. Always Dance
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    An oddity

    It's literally been years since i was an active part of this community, and yet STILL, whenever i'm bored at work and have nothing to do, my instinct is to type "K" into my browser bar so KHV will autocomplete. To be fair, I only do that when i've exhausted facebook, tumblr, and reddit for all they're worth, but it's weird how once those are all devoid of content i haven't seen my instinct is to see what's on KHV, even though there are like maybe 2 people that still remember me on this damn website and forums haven't been my thing for so many years. It's ****ing muscle memory to try to go back to this place.

    9 times out of 10 i just read the news on the front page (I still like KH and like reading about what's up with it) and split, but sometimes i stalk you guys. sometimes i stalk my past self. that's what i did today. it is a slow day at work.

    Anyway can somebody please brief me on the apparent drama that happened with the site ownership or whatever because the post about it on the front page is vague and i need the tea.
    Thread by: Always Dance, Sep 1, 2016, 16 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
  2. Always Dance
    oh my god, have you ever like gone through your old facebook statuses and realized that you used to be so weird and wonder how you ever had friends?

    Going through my old KHV messages and posts is like that times ****in' ten. Wait, is that going to be filtered? Holy crap, I remember when I used to think I was the coolest kid in the sandbox because I had a script that evaded the filter and made my text super annoying with different colored punctuation. I was the worst.

    Like, I'm an adult now with my own place and amazing friends and I'm about to finish college and I have a great job waiting for me, and I look back on this, and I can't believe I used to spend all my time talking to people on the internet about a gay disney video game. But you know what's even weirder? That sometimes I really miss that. I talk all the time about how important growing up on the internet was for me, about how I probably would have committed suicide if I didn't have my internet friends, and how communities like this one shaped so many things like my hobbies and my career (yeah my ****ing career, remember that script I was telling you about? that script is how i realized I love computer science and how i got my first internship, because i wanted to have cool different colored text), but at the same time, I'm not a part of those anymore. Like, I've tried to come back to this community and to other ones, but it never sticks. It's just not me anymore. I'm so busy that all my time gets spent on my life and on my real friends, and when I do reconnect with my internet friends I can never give them the time that they need. Like I basically only have one internet friend that I still talk to somewhat consistently and I feel horrible because I don't talk to him enough. But like, sometimes I just really miss having internet friends, I miss forum bullshit and hearing about everyone's lives and being thirsty over hot people posting in the PYP thread, idk. I guess this is just my version of missing being a kid, in some ways. This is my version of being a crusty old man and going back to the park he used to play in to look solemnly at the youngins and shake his fist at them. Maybe he reaches down to feed a bird or something but overextends his fragile bones and needs medical attention. But nobody notices and he dies alone, but he's happy, because he's back in his stomping ground, he fades away feeling young again for the last time.

    Wait a minute, I'm still just as weird. Oh well.

    Uh, anyway, while I'm still here and reminiscing about ****, if any of you remember who I am, how are doing? How is this place lately?
    Thread by: Always Dance, May 4, 2015, 24 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
  3. Always Dance
    Is it still funny to say that Misty is 12 years old?

    Because I still think it's hilarious
    Thread by: Always Dance, Jan 3, 2014, 4 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
  4. Always Dance
    Like Caravan Palace or The Goldfish.

    This is important I must know
    Thread by: Always Dance, Jan 2, 2014, 3 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
  5. Always Dance
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    Oh, hi KHV!

    Wow, you're looking great! How have you been? Did you lose weight? How are the kids? Is that a new haircut? It's been so long! What's new?
    Thread by: Always Dance, Dec 25, 2013, 2 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
  6. Always Dance
    Is me.

    I'm back to stay.
    Thread by: Always Dance, Dec 25, 2013, 12 replies, in forum: Introductions & Departures
  7. Always Dance
    HEY GUYS

    I've been thinking about you guys a lot lately. A few of you in particular, I've missed quite a bit. It's been almost a year since I left, I think? Wow. SO MUCH HAS HAPPENED IN THAT TIME NOW THAT I THINK ABOUT IT I SORT OF CAN'T EVEN BEGIN TO EVEN.

    But yes. Anyway. I've been thinking about you guys and wondering how everyone is doing so I've decided to visit. I'll be hanging out for a week and then heading out again.

    If any of you newbs don't know me, I WAS A KHV LEGEND ONCE. Not really, I was just some guy that some people talked to sometimes.

    ANYWHOOZLES, HOW ARE YOU GUYS WHAT IS NEW IN YOUR LIVES HOW IS EVERYTHING WHAT HAVE I MISSED. Here's a summary of my life post-khv:

    Okay, where the Hell do I even begin. Okay. So I left I think toward the end of summer, my last summer before transferring to UCSD. My first quarter there, was not amazing. My roommate was beyond awful, and even though I was making a lot of friends, I couldn't really feel like I ever belonged anywhere. I spent most of that quarter migrating between different groups of friends and trying to find where I belonged, but I didn't really find a good group until the very end of that quarter. But a few good things did happen. I joined my school's improv team, and as it turns out, I'm actually pretty good at improv. I had to spend a lot of time practicing, but I've now been in two improv shows in front of a ton of people and can't wait to be in more! I also finally got to start realizing my love of theater, I was in a play, and started writing one. I also joined a lot of really cool campus orgs and such.

    My second quarter was when things started to get really awesome. I moved out of my apartment and into a way better one with some awesome friends I made. I made new friends, great friends, best friends. I was in 24 hour play fest again ( and it was recorded!) and I loved it. I also wrote a play that one of the theatre companies put on. Seeing it was amazing, it felt so unreal. I'd really love opinions on either play :D
    But yeah, my second quarter was awesome. I got a lot closer to the people on the improv team, my apartment, my major, and other people I'd met by various other means. I went to LA quite a bit that quarter, for concerts and for an improv festival which was SO AWESOME GAH.

    Possibly most awesome of all is that I scored a summer internship as a software development engineer at Amazon. This summer I'll be moving to Seattle and enjoying being payed $6000 a month, so that's going to be pretty awesome (IF ANY OF YOU HAPPEN TO BE IN THE SEATTLE AREA YOU SHOULD VISIT ME). It was kind of funny, they changed their minds and said I was going to work in Toronto, so I was making plans to meet What?, but then they changed their minds again, so that's sadly not a thing. But I'm going to meet him someday, dammit.

    Anyway, now I'm in the last quarter of my first year and everything's going great. I'm loving the crap out of college, it's SO GREAT to be away from home, and I'm doing all sorts of awesome stuff.

    Other general things include getting back into Yu-Gi-Oh, discovering an intense love of sushi, getting into electroswing music, and finding that alcohol can actually be kind of awesome.

    Oh, and boys. KHV, boys are awful. I advise you to not ever boys. If you ever thinking about boys, just refuse to boys. Do not ever boys. Seriously, I could write an entire essay about all my guy problems. Boys are terrible creatures.

    But then girls kind of suck just as bad. I asked out a girl for the first time in my life last quarter and she made up a fake boyfriend SO THAT WAS FUN. But we're still friends so it's aight.
    Thread by: Always Dance, Apr 22, 2013, 27 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
  8. Always Dance
    Hey guys, I've decided it's time for me to take my leave. This isn't going to really affect that many people since I've never really been a huge part of the community, but it's time for me to go.

    I would just like to say thank you to everybody who made this place a place that I have always loved and still do.

    Thanks for everything, everyone!

    I'm also going to be deleting Skype from my computer, so this is also goodbye to the people in the KHV Skype group.

    If in the future anyone has a reason to contact me, you can reach me at JesseDuarte13@gmail.com, and from there I can give you any other contact information you might want.

    Love you guys. Goodbye!
    Thread by: Always Dance, Jul 6, 2012, 11 replies, in forum: Departure Hall
  9. Always Dance
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    And think it's a dress


    Actually it would be stupid of me to even think I'll ever have a girl in here but I thought this would be funny
    Thread by: Always Dance, May 6, 2012, 25 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
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    Thread by: Always Dance, May 2, 2012, 13 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
  11. Always Dance
    Myst and I are both going to comic con and we're not sure what to cosplay. We want to go as two people from the same anime/game/media/whatever, but we aren't sure who to go as, there's lots of problems. Some of my thoughts:

    Mako and Bolin-Problems: I don't have the skin for Mako, he isn't quite fat enough to be Bolin

    Stein and Soul from Soul Eater-Problems: I don't have the skin for Stein, Stein and Soul aren't exactly related, I *could* be Kid, but I REALLY don't have the skin for him.

    Sora and Roxas-Problems: He's already been Roxas, I can't grow my hair enough for Sora in time, I'd have to wig it.

    Pit and Dark Pit-Problems: I don't have the skin, neither of us have the hair

    Hope and Snow-Problems: I don't have the skin for Hope, he hates Snow.

    Just brainstorming. I don't know what to do. Ideas?
    Thread by: Always Dance, Apr 30, 2012, 22 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
  12. Always Dance
    My text script doesn't work anymore!

    LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO ME!

    LOOK AT MY SHAME!
    Thread by: Always Dance, Apr 30, 2012, 18 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
  13. Always Dance
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    Gay adoption

    I'd like to know what you think about this. As a bisexual, this is the one part of my sexuality that I still have struggles with.

    I want kids. I want them very much. And there is the possibility that I end up with a man. And if that happens, my only options for kids are adoption and surrogacy.

    However, I do not know if I am okay with the idea of two men (Or two women) raising a child. I tend to think that a child deserves both a mother and a father, and by adopting that child, I take away a possibility that the child could have that.

    What do you think?
    Thread by: Always Dance, Apr 24, 2012, 27 replies, in forum: Discussion
  14. Always Dance
    On account of this

    (Yes, that's him on the right)
    Thread by: Always Dance, Apr 24, 2012, 25 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
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    Girls

    What does it mean when you're talking to your friend, and you mention a guy, then you nod and become silent, then when he mentions you and that guy seemed to hit it off, then you look down for five seconds, then look away, staying silent the whole time, and then change the subject? WHAT DOES THAT MEAN? WHY ARE YOU ALL SUCH MYSTERIES?
    Thread by: Always Dance, Apr 16, 2012, 45 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
  16. Always Dance
    I am almost never attracted to women. And then when I am, they usually turn out to be morons. And then the few times I actually find a girl that is both attractive and has a brain in her freaking head, it doesn't matter because I'm not attractive or interesting enough for her to like me back. It's pathetic. I'm so tired of this. It's so pointless.

    I'm sorry, I know none of you care, but I need to rant. I'm actually feeling depressed. This is just so pointless. There's not any point in trying.
    Thread by: Always Dance, Apr 15, 2012, 8 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
  17. Always Dance
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    Though really it's not like there was ever any doubt.

    Thread by: Always Dance, Apr 15, 2012, 15 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
  18. Always Dance
    So I'm going to see Starkid (Of A Very Potter Musical and other glorious things) at Apocalyptour next month. And I'm sure it's going to be awesome. The only thing is, I really can't decide whether I want to buy the VIP tickets or not. With those I get to do a 30 minute meet and greet with everyone and take photos and get autographs. But there are problems. And they are:

    - It's a hundred freaking dollars, as opposed to just 30 for regular tickets. 100 is all I have right now, so it's a pretty big deal
    - None of my other friends can afford it so it'll just be me
    - It's an hour and a half before the doors open so I'll have to somehow get there way earlier than all my friends so I'm just going to forever alone afterwards and not have anyone to fangirl about the whole thing with
    - I'm honestly scared that I'm just going to hyperventilate through the whole thing. I mean I GET TO MEET LAUREN LOPEZ, I'll probably seriously break down in tears

    What do I do guys? What would you guys do?
    Thread by: Always Dance, Apr 13, 2012, 12 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
  19. Always Dance
    Seriously, there isn't a store that makes them. The pair of 30X32 jeans I'm wearing that are supposed to be skinny need a belt.

    Why do I need to be so disfigured?
    Thread by: Always Dance, Apr 10, 2012, 35 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
  20. Always Dance
    I'm just wondering if anyone else has played this utterly fantastic game. It's one of my favorite games ever already, and my favorite 3DS game. The gameplay is really fun and deep and I love how much customization there is. Also, it's hilarious, it's one of the funniest games I've ever played rivaled only by the Portal games. Who else has it?
    Thread by: Always Dance, Apr 4, 2012, 3 replies, in forum: Gaming