Okay-Here I go I was molested when I was 8. Because of that I have low self esteem. I have anger issues. I questioned my sexuality most of my life up until recently-I have found I am Bisexual. I Self Harm. I do Solvent Abuse. Mutible suicide attempts later,im still here Because of my best mate,Jordan-who Im madly in love with. Jordan used to self harm,we promised eachother we wouldnt do it. Jordan is "straight" and has a girlfriend (He says he wouldnt be sexually attracted to a guy but he wouldnt really question the emotional aspect) Im being bullied at school. I have a girlfriend but I dont love her,I love him. He says he wishes he could love me the same way I love him. He has clinical depression. As do I. My girlfriend is Bi-Polar. Basiclly,i know nobody will read this-I just want it here....if you do read it what do you think I should do Thanks.
Where Is It? Can You Touch It? Can You See It? Is it A Physical Object? Where Would I Go To See The Internet As Itself And Not On A Screen? Who Owens It? I mean-Other that WiFi and InfaRed and stuff-What is the Internet,Where is The Internet,Is It Really There??
He had stayed in the cornor,The fire had burned his cloak-The medical section had been turned into an inferno. "They cant..." the man sobbed... After the last man had burned to death the fire calmed and then they emerged from their cells...The heartless...Atrum Potestas...their names,other known as The Nex...The Heartless with control over all the elements...Created by the Scientists at The Gakuryoku Corporation.... A Neo-Nex had jumped from the building-Others followed... Two Years later,The human race is dieing...The Nex rule...The world is plunged into darkness... This was time for war...The Humans Verses Atrum Potestas,The Nex.. --------------------------------------------------------- RULES 1. No fighting. (In Ocs Of cource) 2. Try to make posts Detailed. No,"They went to the world" 3. No Godmodding. 4. If you have a problem PM me 5. Keep the love and gooey stuff PG-13. 6. You can play up to 3 characters. 7. You can only have a Keyblade if you Pm me for permission first,K? 8.Please dont write shorthand (Nd day wnt 2 sk8 bu fell) 9.Enjoy!! 10.Oh and You can play as a Nex if its necessary. --------------------------------------------------------- Character Bio: Name: Age: Appearance : Gender: Personality: Abilities: Civilian or Worrior : Location in the world : history: Text colour : Theme Song(Optional):
Okay-Im sitting here on the computer,Kerrang! Tv playing in the backround-and what song do I hear...Good Girls go Bad by Cobra Starship. Discusted,I turn on Scuzz to listen to real rock. Okay,Seriously,Has Kerrang! lost their minds?? I was shocked when Nu-Metal was introduced but seriously-Playing a chav song is just too...Uch!! xD Veiws
Okay-Most people know them-Show offs or Attention Seekers-some may even know a Narcissist. Personally-I hate them! Honestly,I understand someone who is proud of their ability or whatever but honestly,Trying to show it off whenever they can is just annoying! I know how people can asert ability a little too strongly without realising it-Such as Me-I use words that are too long at times and I'd often babble on about a topic,Stateing statistics,phsycological effects and typical situations on said topics and so on and some people get the impression that im trying to sound smarter than them when Im really not. Im really talking about someone doing a handstand and kart wheel in front of a load of people when its really unnessecery ect. So what you thinking 'bout Show off and Attention Seekers???
Patricia Cormell,I started to read her first book:Post-Mortom and I actually found it boring-The entire series was passed down to me and now I have a load of books ill probably never read 0_o anywhoo,What do you think of the Patrica Cornwell Series??
Oliver Sykes-One of the most contraversial figures in rock history.Front man of Screamo band Bring me the Horizon and the brain of the majorly famous Drop Dead clothing company,He has made mistakes people hate him for though,Take a look. Wikipedia:Bring Me The Horizon While on tour in the United Kingdom allegations were made against vocalist Oliver Sykes that he urinated upon and then assaulted a female fan after a gig at Nottingham Rock City when she allegedly refused his sexual advances. Sykes was subsequently charged with urinating on the fan, but not with physical assault. Online Music Zine Drowned In Sound claimed that Bring Me The Horizon were banned from Nottingham Rock City. However the band's label Visible Noise denied these rumors and the band subsequently played Nottingham Rock City on 1 December 2007. On 13 April, Sykes appeared in Nottingham Magistrates Court on a charge of common assault relating to the alleged urination incident, to which he pleaded not guilty. The case was adjourned until early May. On 3 May 2007 Sykes attended Nottingham Magistrates court for the second time and confirmed his not guilty plea. The case was adjourned again until 17 September. Due to lack of evidence, all charges against Sykes were dropped. On the band's newest album, Suicide Season, the song "No Need for Introductions, I've Read About Girls Like You on the Backs of Toilet Doors", a lyric in the middle of the song implies Sykes's displeasure with this incident. The relevant lyrics reads "and after everything you put me through, I should've ****ing pissed on you." Wow-What do you think about that??
Okays-Simple question-Why dont people not accept the Weird and Wonderful with open arms rather than Bullying them into a big black hole??? I've gone through this all my life and it crossed my mind just now,Just this very second-Why do people call us "Freaks" and how come they arnt the ones who are the freaks??how come they arnt classed as the weirdos?? Why is it like a witch-hunt?? Your thoughts please.
Okay-Anyone who knows me knows that I have been ganged up on on more than one occasion and I try to put on hard skin or whatever,Okay,There is this guy-He is roughly my age-Maybe a little older-Who only seems so say anything to me when he is with a group of people,I walked past him the other day and he was trying to look away from me,I smiled Smugly because at that moment I knew he was just a cowardly little prick-Anyways,I Walked past the 'gang' he is in and the usual "Gay Emo" stuff is said and he was the main one saying the stuff,I just thought Wow-He is too afraid to say things when He is alone but in a gang he is the main one to try to insult in an attempt to be accepted...Now Im wondering what to do-Wait to see him alone and start a fight which I could totally win or Grin and Bare it and continueously be insulted by a stupid gang??
Okay-Basically-What is your OCD? Some people have them,An OCD is a psychological disorder an Example would be that You are a Germaphob,You like things to be or set in a specific number or Order,Otherwise it doesnt feel right or Someone with a certain drive to collerct certain items. My OCDs are 1.The volume of the TV MP3 Player,Phone ect.must be at an even number. 2.When Im making coffe the beans absolutely have to go in before sugar. 3.I have to take out the "Ink,Not Mink" ads out of any magizine im reading. 4.The room im in has to be clean when im watching a movie! and there are others but I cant think of them until they come up ^^ So Yeah,Tell yours and Discuss Yours-The stranger the Better!!! EDIT:It isnt was bad as wikipedia makes it sounds XP
Love is a good type of Insanity but I'm completely same <3 Quote to say,Live another day.
My bedroom door got taken away from me due to the apparent following -I never do anything around the house -My Music is Too Loud -I slam doors -I have a bad attitude -When im being lectured I 'give a blank stare' Also,Im grounded for the summer,No internet acess and yeah No music (All not going to happen) But here is what they said about why im grounded -Well I go do stuff around the house but apparently I ''need to have a smile on my face while doing it''....? WTF -I was playing slipknot on kerrang,To memorize Paul Grey,The volume was up to almost half,it wasnt loud. -I 'slamed doors in frustration' because I was being lectured about my ''Crappy Music'' -I have a bad attittude because im being lectured. -I give a ''blank stare'' because I was once told by my mum that if im ''Ever being Lectured,let it go in one ear and out the other,just nodd and say 'Uh-Huh' '' but it seems that she doesnt like the advice she gives. AND apparently,accordiung to my step dad,Were not ''getting on as a family anymore'' and we have to start bonding and thats coming from a man who could only be seen from the back of the head 8 hours a day because he was on facebook,chatting up some woman,now that he was cault,WE dont get on as a family. Okay,What should I do? I tried to make it sound Un-biast as I could,For people who now what im like emotionally,Im not depressed,Im angry.. A lttle help?
You know when your reading and you visualize the characters and their surrounding environment,Question Who did you visualize and on what book?? It is said that the mind fills in gaps,such as appearance when it comes to reading-So tell the world!! An Example is that when I'm reading the Twilight saga,I always imagine 'Edward' as that Vampire Guy in the Evanescence music Video for 'Call Me When Your Sober' and For 'Alice' I always Imagine Dakota Fanning dressed as 'Jane' in New Moon for some reason...lol No spamming please,im not in the mood-And nither is anyone else really.
Okay-Simple question... I define classic rock as Guns'n'Roses,Nirvana and Metallica ect. And Modern Rock as Green Day,Paramore and My Chemical Romance ect. So Discuss ahead! ^^
Im sorry-I know there may already be treads like this and this is a sensitive issue but I kneed help... Everything is going wrong for me-I'm not gonna get into the details why im just going to say its my family. Yesterday I slit my wrists and today I had to stop myself from throwing myself off a bridge.the only reason I didnt is because I could do that to the people I love-I need help before I do something else stupid,sorry for the bad grammer and spelling but im scared,stressed and fuucked up. Little help? please?
Before I start,Im not talking about suppressed memories-That's a completely different ball game all together... Nightmares-Okay,personally-I love them,Creepy,I know but I love it when you wake up and you remember this genuinely terrifying dream about being locked in a warehouse full of blood soaked zombies or that massive group of aliens you ran from,avoiding the invasion or just simply seeing a ghost...Or just one of those times that you dream your falling and wake up,gasping at the exact moment you hit the ground... I actually has sleep paralysis one night because I had a dream so fricking scary but I cant remember what is was about now,I ****ing loved it for some weird eff'ed up reason! 0_o So what is your opinions on Nightmares,sleep paralysis or even enjoying a nightmare? So tell,discuss,Debate!
Tiamo,Miteta.... Mitera,Ryoku.... "My name's Miteta! i like your hair!" said miteta, raising an eyebrow, her brown hair everywhere. "I'm Ryouku. I just moved a week ago." said ryouku. Miteta smiled."nice to meet you! So your from ireland?" miteta asked. ... "Ryoku! Are you oka-" Miteta started to ask. their lips touched. Ryoku found himself like kissing her. "i'm a vampire." Ryoku said the rain going down. Miteta smiled kissing him..... Ryoku thought about his and Miteta's long history and for some time,might what become apart of their history in the near future....This relationship was unusual-An Irish,vegetarian,Musician,Overly tattooed,murderer,former junky,Vampire,With regular hair dye usage,Who by the way had a history of insanity-found love in a normal cool teenager,Mitera...He chuckled at the thought... He held his Fiancée in his arms-Im so lucky.... The marriage was a while away-Thing were looking well...for once.... ''Tiamo'' he whispered into a sleeping Mitetas hair.... ---------------------------------------------------- Plot- Baisically,Ryoku and Miteta are gonna get married,It is semi-planned with the hen and stag not yet done,Ryoku is considering turning Miteta into a vampire but is unsure....Miteta may be considering having a baby....Somebody may ruin the wedding....Kayoko may SOMEHOW return....All that is known is simple:This is no normal wedding... ---------------------------------------------------- Rules- 1. No god-modding 2. No power-playing 3. Apperances must be URLs 4. fights are exciting,lets face it, but keep it to a minimum... 5. if you kill someone you will be expelled (ask if you want to kill) 6. No henati ect. 7. write 'happy go go super baby' so i know you read the rules... 8Keep it calm! ---------------------------------------------------- Character Form- Username: Name: Age Gender: Your one great flaw: Apperance: Bio: Personality: Other: ---------------------------------------------------- Characters- Reverent- Ryoku's older brother- Ryoku's best man- Miteta's Dad- Miteta's Bride Maid-
Okay-I dont want a load of bible bashers telling me to rot in hell but the Pope... I think he is narrow minded-Like he embodies all narrow minded catholic views... I'm sure you have heard of ''The Murphy Report''-A list of catholic priests in Ireland who sexually abused children in the 40's and such-The pope replied to the situation by saying "Homosexuality leads to perihelia'' (sic) to divert attention away from the Murphy report and to homosexuality-I find this So stupid-I can actually remember hearing on the radio that he said-And this is exactly what he said "If gay marriage is legalised,It will treatin the all humanity as we know it" and I was left saying WTF-What so to his logic,If gay marriage is legalised we will all suddenly turn gay and not have children and all humans will die out? Im sorry but it really pisses me off.Views? From Dylan-An Asexual,non homophobic teenager.
Okay-Unless im very much mistaken-This hasn't been discussed-When someone is growing up why is it expected that they are Heterosexual? I mean I have heard of the Homosexual gene but that aside-Why is straight the Default? If anything when someone is growing up Asexuality should be the default-I know straight is the default because that is the way its 'supposed' to be but I think its wrong that a child should be expected to grow up straight as opposed to growing up Asexual and 'Choosing' when ready. Views.
I just wanted to know-Do you listen to your head or your heart?
