I doubt any of you remember me; it's actually been far too long since I've logged in here. Hopefully there'll be some old friendly faces that will pop up.. So, anyway, hello once again KHV!
...Have I missed much?
on khv again. I popped by just for today to see how you all are. (: It feels really odd being on here, so I'll make it short and sweet for you lovely folks. How are you doing? Is the weather good? What's been happening around these parts? If we were friends before, I most probably miss you ;~; Ciao for now, brown cows <33
Hi, everyone. Is it bad that I’m already getting that nervous knot in my stomach that I didn’t expect to feel until AFTER I’d posted this? It’s odd, really. Very odd indeed. I’m going to be brutally honest, and say that I’m near enough done with khv and all who are in it. I don’t mean that offensively, but it’s just something that has seemed to happen over time with me. I’ve opened up my social life massively, and it’s brought me to meet so many different people who have changed my life, to say the least. I’ve heard so many stories, got to know so many personalities, and it’s opened my eyes as to how much I have truly missed out on. I’ve got myself a girlfriend. In fact, I’ve had two in the past month that I’ve barely scraped myself online. But my most recent has really changed me. She has made me into a happier person, she has stopped me drinking for the vast majority of my time, and she is just... someone special. Very special. And she deserves all my time, which consequently will take me away from here. I’m deleting you all from my msn, excluding certain people who I feel I need here in my life. Don’t expect to see me online there. Don’t expect to see me on facebook. It’s nothing personal, but I’m not going to keep you all in my life to be ignored. Here’s a few Shout-outs... Jakezy – I love you, darling. I really do. It’s sad that I’ve got tears in my eyes, because I never cry at soppy things like this. Don’t forget me, because I swear I will never forget you. I still have “♥City” on my bedroom wall, and I’m not going to take it off. I also have Emzy♥Jakezy on there, too. I love you ♥ Styx – keep up with being one of the best mods on this site. I’m sorry we haven’t spoken recently. Good luck with your girlfriend, and if all goes pear-shaped, at least you have your amazing flirting skills right? Ha. I hope you have a good life, and I hope you stay safe. The Fuk? – Oh wow, we had such amazing convo’s. Our sarcasm and wit cracked me up. Plus, we both have such a fabulous taste in music. When you meet her in August, have a good time. I don’t mean that in just a sexual way, I mean it in a way where you can just sit back and feel relaxed. I’ll miss you, hun. Rissy – Chin up, be strong, never lose your sexy accent. Keep listening to your awesome music, and be happy. Harriet – Hm, good luck with the moderating job. Keep up with your patience. I’m also grateful for your consistent feedback on Flightless Wings, and I’m glad you enjoyed it. Good luck in life. Wolfie – I’ve been such a ***** to you in the past, it’s quite laughable. I’m going to have to apologise for it, even though half of that shizzle was in humour to me. Good luck in life and all that. Relax a little, and try not to feel the stress. Jake – Captain Hero, you big perverted bigot. I hate you, but love you all the same. Get yourself a girlfriend and be happy, gayboy. I’ll miss you. And The Rest – for those who I’ve forgot to mention, and don’t catch me on msn because I’ve deleted you: good luck in life. You all have potential, and never forget that, because some day you will all use it and get somewhere. I sound like a motivational speaker here, but a few kind words never get taken badly in my eyes. I hope you all smile when you read this. Smile and think “Yes, one ***** down, a thousand more to go.” Love you all, one way or another. Emzy, over and out. <3
Spoiler D: Oh my.
How're you all doing this fine day? Looking forward to summer? Much drama going on? How was the love flowing on Valentine's Day? Anyone strike lucky? Doing much this weekend? :3 <3
...But I have always wondered who would actually MISS ME if I died sooner or later. Just me, huh? Thought so.
I'm glad to see we're all as lively and happy as ever. Just a curious thought, though: Under those happy, smiling faces, how are we really feeling tonight?
Hey KHV. How are you all today? What's the weather like? Looking forward to summer? Any plans for this weekend? Any plans for summer? Hope you're all swell. <3
I have this overwhelming feeling that there is a bot here. Oh, and a duck is watching me. Give me your opinions on these matters.
CnC is like, so appreciated <3 I got bored, had a rummage through the interwebz, and came across a few decent stocks. Permission for use is given, but please inform me/give me credit if you wanna use one. Thanksssss ♥
Is mayonnaise an instrument?
I got bored. Very bored.
Arguments. Lots of them. They're trying to take my laptop away from me, and say they won't give it back until I 'clean my act up.' Seriously sick of this. Talk later guys? <3
The house is silent. The house is dark. I need to pee. The toilet is across the hallway. I am highly convinced that there is a man ready to tear my face off stood in the hallway. What should I do guys?
Happy New Year to all, and I wish you all happiness and good luck throughout the upcoming year. ... Okay, now that's over with, how is everyone? Did you have a good New Years Eve? How has your day been? Who got rather drunk? [:
New camera for Christmas. I trekked into town, and decided to capture a few pictures as the sun set. (Gave them titles.. xD) WARNING: Big Pictures. Industry is booming: Spoiler A Sunlight Kiss: Spoiler Frost And Fairground: Spoiler Two Faces shine: Spoiler Blue Sky On the High Rise: Spoiler CnC, please?
With my not-so-little-eye... Something beginning with C. Go.
Just a little rock remix Song title: Feel Good Inc. Original artist: Gorillaz Remix produced by: The Fuk?
Totally random title, guys. This is something that I've been working on for two days now. I'm already halfway through the second chapter, and hope to finish that one soon to post it. ~Emzy<3 Spoiler It shocked me to think that I had gotten this far into the teenage phase of my life, and not been in this situation before. Sickened by soaring emotions, and scarred by my inability to handle them, I doubt that it would come to surprise any person on this earth that a 15-year-old female was contemplating on taking her own life. It happens to the best of us, so they say. ‘They’ also claim that I am an overly hormonal attention seeker. I didn’t want attention. I wanted an escape. *** The wind held a sweet flavour that day, contrasting with the screeching and screaming of the trees and shrubs it whipped. It blew up a spray of liquid, letting it settle on a vast area of my bare flesh. Although it stung, I didn’t move. It was a nice feeling, and anyway, my Mom always said that salt cleans wounds. So I guessed it would do some good. My toes sustained a blue tinge as they wriggled below me, unable to feel the grass under them, or the mud caking them, and yet they ached so badly when they stirred. I hated having cold feet; however, the pain of oncoming frostbite comforted me from my fear of going further. The sky grew darker as the day grew weaker, soon collapsing into a cloud-smothered image of bleakness. I was unable to comprehend how many stars seemed to have appeared so quickly, as the usual two or three were joined by thousands of their own kind. It was the first time I had witnessed a cluster of such little shiny dots, and for a moment, I forgot about everything. Taking my mind away from its temporary heaven, the almighty slam of a wave below shook the ground I stood upon; causing me to stumble forward and further towards what could be the end. With a sharp gasp, I threw myself backwards, and onto the yellowish grass that cushioned the floor. My heartbeat faltered, and jumped itself into an upbeat rhythm again, causing my lungs and mind to catch up to a similar pace. After several minutes of shocked paralysis, I chuckled slightly, and stood upright once again. As my limbs gradually stopped shaking, I regained focus as to why I was in this position in the first place. My eyes looked downwards. It’s now or never. With one burst of final adrenaline, I crouched, whimpered, and pounced into the air before me. I felt like an angel, the wind rushing through my hair and fingertips. Making the teeth of a smile so warm, chatter with a cold embrace, my speed increased as gravity took hold. I laughed again, and again, and again as the air took me. I felt so free.
