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  1. Near-to-Tears
    So I'm living in a student house at the moment, and ever since leaving home it's become horribly apparent that I cannot cook worth a damn. In fact today I had to ask my housemates how to tell when a potato was boiled enough to mash. So it's just getting humiliating at this point. :c

    Anybody here know any simple, reasonably priced recipes? Big meals or single portions are equally as good, seeing as my house do occasionally make dinner as a group. c:
    Thread by: Near-to-Tears, Nov 4, 2012, 2 replies, in forum: Discussion
  2. Near-to-Tears
    There were a few "favourite/least favourite" threads and I couldn't find one for sidekicks.

    My favourite is Mushu from Mulan. Some of the lines he comes out with make me fall into hysterics every time, and I don't normally laugh at films. My favourite being "DISHONOR ON YOU! DISHONOR ON YOUR COW!". XDD

    My least favourite is Pascal from Tangled. He doesn't seem to do much throughout the film other than be there and look grumpy, apart from when he suddenly decides to trip Gothel out of the tower which I felt was completely unneeded. Although I do love Gothel, so that may be where my dislike for him stems from. Also the fact he's a chameleon makes me think it was decided a 3am "what haven't we used as a sidekick?" meeting at Disney HQ.

    What about you guys? c:
    Thread by: Near-to-Tears, Nov 4, 2012, 3 replies, in forum: Disney Galaxy
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    Distractions?

    Okay, recently I've been having some really fast cycling mood-swings. Going from being hyper and giggly to crying uncontrollably for three or four hours or just sitting and feeling like nothing else could possibly ever go wrong about three or four times a day. I'll be brutally honest and say the depression has led me into self-harm after being recovered for about five years (which I am not impressed with myself for letting myself do), and makes me feel physically unable to eat.

    I've made a doctors appointment, but it's not for over a week. And it's getting worse with each episode of severe depression. So I need some things to try and distract me, because everything I've tried so far isn't working because I just do the tasks on auto-pilot and my brain still thinks about how miserable and pathetic I feel.

    Just so you know I have very little money (I'm a uni student in England and my student finance money still hasn't gone in so I'm at the bottom of my overdraft and around £400 in debt with my family) and I don't really have any good friends around my area, just people I live with in student housing. Currently I'm relying on just one friend to keep me going, but he's in Australia and we have opposite times where we're up for the most part. And my IRL friends either make me feel guilty for bringing up how I feel because it "upsets her" or make me feel guilty because he "was worse off last year" and I'm pretty certain the two of them b*tch about how I behave when I'm depressed so I've decided that talking to them really isn't a good idea anymore...

    So any suggestions for things that could distract me?
    Thread by: Near-to-Tears, Oct 31, 2012, 3 replies, in forum: Help with Life
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    Forestt High

    Welcome to Forestt High School, an elite boarding school for only the richest families to call their's. The new school year is about to begin and the students are just arriving to settle into their home for the rest of the year. What growing pains will be suffered through? What homework will be forgotten? What deadlines will be missed? What clubs will be formed and disbanded? Only time will tell.
    * * *
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    * * *
    Rules
    1) No godmodding/powerplaying.
    2) No 'special powers' obviously.
    3) Your character must either be an adult teacher or a 15-18 year old student.
    4) Post "academy" in your first post to prove you've read these.
    5) Keep it PG-13-ish eg No explicit sex scenes, censor swearing, no gore.
    6) Ignore rule four.
    7) Post in legible english and at least attempt a decent post eg four sentences.


    House System
    *Each House will have a teacher in charge (Head of House) and a student representative (Prefect)
    *Each House will have two dorms, one for the boys and one for the girls. Within each dorm there are enough rooms to house two students per room.
    *Each House will have it's own Common Room, this room is for the students to relax and study in. It also has 10 computers for students to use for study.

    Uniforms
    There is a uniform, but it only needs to be worn at special occasions. Such as assemblies, formal evenings on special occasions and end of term celebrations. Otherwise the dress code is just tidy-casual.
    For Boys:
    *Green blazer with the school crest on
    *Black trousers
    *White shirt
    *Tie in House colour
    *Black shoes
    For Girls:
    *Green blazer with the school crest on
    *Black pleated skirt, just above the knee
    *Knee high black socks
    *White blouse
    *Tie in House colour
    *Black shoes
    Reward and Punishment Systems
    Rewards are named "Merits" when a student earns so many merits they are permitted privillages such as being given evenings off campus and being able to go home over half terms.
    *5 merits earns a chocolate bar.
    *10 merits earns one night out.
    *100 merits earns one half term home.
    *1000 merits earns all half terms home until the end of their time at school. Punishments are on a coloured card system.
    *Yellows are a warning and with thirty yellows comes the revoke of all privileges regardless of other behaviour.
    *Oranges are Lunch Time detentions. You can earn one for every five yellows you receive.
    *Reds are After-School dententions. You can earn one of these at every ten yellows.
    * * *
    Teachers
    English - Mr L. Ernrich
    Maths - Mr C. Winterz
    Science - Mrs T. Smith
    History -
    Geography -
    Art - Mrs A. Winterz
    Drama - Miss L. Mignogna
    Music -
    French -
    German -
    Spanish -
    Japanese -

    ~NOTE~ Each year will study a different language:
    First Years - French
    Second Years - Spanish
    Third Years - German
    Fourth Years - Japanese

    Form
    Name:
    Age:
    Subject Taught:
    Personality:
    Appearance:

    Name: Mrs Tina Smith
    Age: 32
    Subject Taught: Science
    Personality: Strict yet capable of making lessons fun. But since the start of the new year she seems to be much easier to anger.
    Appearance: http://i619.photobucket.com/albums/tt276/phoenix_027/thecountess.jpg

    Name: Miss Lana Mignogna
    Age: 22
    Subject Taught: Drama
    Personality: Bubbly and borderline flirtatious Miss Mignogna is a typical drama teacher: Full of life and fun. However, maybe beneath the surface maybe there is something more?
    Appearance: http://i161.photobucket.com/albums/t222/Celtic_Maiden/LolorenKerinasmom.jpg

    Name: Leo 'Arthright' Ernrich
    Age: 26
    Subject Taught: English
    Personality: Kind and yet impatient. Unlike most teachers, prefers not to issue warnings, but will skip straight to a detention if you push him.
    Appearance: http://i374.photobucket.com/albums/oo183/hikari_miyako/Immy/animeboyschool.jpg

    Name: Mrs Antonia Winterz
    Age: 30
    Subject Taught: art
    Personality: a fun teacher to be around,she really understands the children and doesnt really yell or give them into trouble,alot of the kids like her
    Appearance: http://i253.photobucket.com/albums/hh64/Naruxtreme/Anime Beach Girls/Beach_16-2.jpg



    Name: Mr Christopher Winterz
    Age: 31
    Subject Taught: maths
    Personality: he can be a strict teacher when he wants to be but he likes to make his lesson's fun
    Appearance: http://i31.photobucket.com/albums/c356/high_on_shugar/Anime Boys/AnimeBoy.jpg



    * * *

    Students
    Houses

    Sycamore
    House colour - Burgandy
    Head of House - Mrs T. Smith
    Prefect -


    Name: Denithan Theodore Jones
    Age: 17
    Year: Third
    Personality: Quiet and rather reserved. Denithan spends most of his time spaced out.
    Appearance: http://i266.photobucket.com/albums/ii263/ninjafiasco/sasuke-taro.jpg

    Name: Rhixan
    Age: 15
    Year: First
    Personality: Kind and Caring. She’s shy at times but can open up to people.
    Appearance: http://cdn.myanimelist.net/images/characters/8/34823.jpg

    Name: Katherin Koga
    Age: 16
    Year: 2
    Personality: The more social and popular one of the Koga kids. Katherin likes technology far more then his brother, but she can live without it too. She goes out on dates a lot, but she has never felt anything toward the man she went out on a date with. Some people just thought that Katherin is mean and cold hearted for dumbing everyone after the first date, but she would actually give anything to feel some loving feelings towards some guy. She smokes and drinks too. She used to do those thing only after bad dates, but lately she has started getting cigarets from strangers and stealing alcohol from her dad almost every day. Katherin comes from a very rich family and has got into fights with people who are either jealous or trying to steal something from her. She once got beat up pretty badly so she started to carry a knife around, just in case.
    Appearance: http://media.photobucket.com/image/anime%20rich%20girl/DGchans/anime-girl-2.jpg


    Willow
    House colour - Teal
    Head of House - Mr L. Ernrich
    Prefect -


    Name: Ollie "J.D" Glory
    Age: 16
    Year: Second
    Personality: Quiet, shy, keeps to himself. His nick name J.D has no relation to his name he just prefers it.
    Appearance: http://i106.photobucket.com/albums/m273/greenlink2/anime-hoodie-male-1.jpg

    Name: Brad Kantus
    Age: 17
    Year: third
    Personality: he is a talkative guy who loves to be around people, he is very romantic and enjoys being one of the older boys on campus he was born into a rich family and has a car that he chooses to drive whenever he can. Contrary to popular belief, even at parties he doesn’t drink, his best friend was taken from him in a drink-driving accident so he lets that be his reminder not to drink.
    Appearance:http://api.ning.com/files/ra9zDzxC7...DWxk2CWWp0QiBeanfu5ZrUrWFXpUL3/o147610768.jpg

    Name: Debbie Keehl
    Age: 17
    Year: Third
    Personality: Hyper active and generally strange Debbie learnt last year that caring what others thought was only going to give her trouble. So she’s just spending the next couple of years having fun.
    Appearance: http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/...d to Edit/Emo_Anime_White_Girl_by_Vantena.jpg


    Oak
    House colour - Sienna
    Head of House - Miss L. Mignogna
    Prefect -


    Name: Lucy Jen Jones
    Age: 15
    Year: First
    Personality: Bright and optimistic, Lucy is vastly the opposite of Denithan. Appearance:http://i722.photobucket.com/albums/ww223/Pandabear2000/Anime/BlondeAnimeRadanna97.jpg

    Name: India 'Indi' Henderson
    Age: 16
    Year: second
    Personality: she seems to be a lovely young girl, only wanting to have fun and make lots of friends; she sometimes can be loud and annoying. Appearance:http://i253.photobucket.com/albums/hh52/TobiGoodBoyOfAkatsuki/Anime/2c579dd5.jpg


    Name: Alexander Koga
    Age: 17
    Year: 3
    Personality: A smart old fashioned teen who is far less popular and social then his younger sister Katherin. He prefers books over electronics, which is no surprise since he never has really understood them. He can understand how to use a cellphone, but nothing else really. Alexander calls everyone by their last names unless the person is in his family or is his close friend. He always thinks everything through before saying it, but sometimes he notices that it's too late to reply to something. Also Alex has a teddy bear, which he holds very dear but, tries to hide it.
    Appearance: http://i295.photobucket.com/albums/mm125/Strawberry_Snow/Anime Boys/animeboywithglasses.jpg Only with black hair.

    Form
    Name:
    Age:
    Year:
    Personality:
    Appearance:
    Thread by: Near-to-Tears, Oct 11, 2009, 396 replies, in forum: Retirement Home
  5. Near-to-Tears
    You know when you click "New Tab" and you get "most visted"?
    Well I'm the people-I-babysit-for's computer and the most common sites include "Elephant List Porn" and "Free Porn, Sex, Tube Videos" amongst others.
    And what's worse is I'm on the kids account and the parent who looks at it obviously doesn't realise it carries over onto all the accounts.

    Why don't people delete their histories? If not for their children then at least can they think of us poor babysitters? D:
    Thread by: Near-to-Tears, Sep 25, 2009, 11 replies, in forum: The Spam Zone
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    Fracture

    The moans ring out, the tears they fall,
    Yet there stand you like you did nothing at all.
    On the floor I cry, curled up tight,
    Wishing for the dawn on this endless night.

    When did I hurt you?
    When did I try?
    How many times must you make me cry?

    I loved you then, I love you still,
    Even as you force me to your will.
    You eyes with that gentle gleam,
    They seem to glisten when I scream.

    What happened to you?
    Why did you change?
    Will we ever be able to go back to those happy days?

    You saved me before, but not this time.
    As it’s you who’s creating this pain of mine…
    Thread by: Near-to-Tears, Feb 4, 2009, 2 replies, in forum: Archives
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    Scared

    This must sound so stupid... But it's really getting to me now ._.

    For the last three or four weeks now I've been terrified. Not of something specific, not of someone. Just scared out of my mind. I've been thinking about death a lot, and not in a fun way. In a harsh, cold and far too real way. Nothing tragic has happened to make me think like that. I just am.

    I'm convinced that aliens are going to attack and kill us all, or that there's going to be some huge pandemic that wipes us all out or that there's a pyschopathic murderer planning to kill everyone in my town. I'm sick of it, I can't sleep well, I can't sleep with the light off. Every thing I hear is something sinister, just hearing a train pass makes me crap myself... It's driving me mad.

    Nothing I do seems to be able to calm me down for a long time. I can't forget it and I can't ignore it I'm that scared...

    I hope I'm just being silly, but honestly I'm terrified all the time. My pulse is racing every moment of everyday. I feel nausious from fear and I just can't stop thinking like that once the sun goes down ._.

    So if anyone has any advice it would be very appreicated...
    Thread by: Near-to-Tears, Oct 14, 2008, 12 replies, in forum: Help with Life
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    --|Cursed|--

    --|Cursed|--


    Cursed to be alone forever.
    Drifting aimlessly from place to place.
    Darkness ever growing in my heart.

    Cursed to bring destruction.
    Obliterating whatever falls in my shadow.
    Or crushing whatever is beneath my feet.


    Cursed to inspire hatred.
    Never loved, never liked.
    Never belonging in any land.

    Cursed to reach out but never grasp.
    Everything slips through my fingers.
    Everything passes me by.​

    Cursed to never feel love.
    To die alone, uncared for.
    That is my destiny.

    Cursed by man.
    Cursed by fate.
    I cannot be saved.
    It is too late.


    Yeah... the week before last really sucked and this was kinda the product of it. It's nothing great but it made me feel so much better.
    Thread by: Near-to-Tears, Oct 4, 2008, 1 replies, in forum: Archives
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    Roses Are Sweet|愛
    Blood is Bitter|愛
    The Death Stains Stay|愛
    The Petals Fly Free|愛
    You Breath Life Into Me|愛
    You Are My Flower|愛
    I Am A Monster|愛
    But, You stay here|愛
    By My Side|愛
    This Self Loving Carnage Doesn't Deserve|愛
    To Be In Your Life|愛
    Or To See Your Smile|愛


    This is the second of my fresh attempts at poetry, I'm not a great poet. I'll admit right now that I struggle to come up with the words nine times out of ten and I'm extremely critical of my own work. I once spent three hours on a drawing only to see it was a little off and I screwed it up instantly. And I believe it's easy to make poetry tacky and then I get extremely p*ssed at myself and I give up for the next month or so... I only write when A) I'm extremely bored or B) When Dmaster bugs me to a point where I just write to make him stfu 8D

    Yeah, I have a thing about writing about slightly pyschotic relationships even though I've never been in one O_o

    Yeah, don't ask about the recurring 'Ai' symbol. Truth be told I just think it's pretty <_< >_>

    I'd like to know what you guys honestly think
    Thread by: Near-to-Tears, Aug 2, 2008, 1 replies, in forum: Archives
  10. Near-to-Tears
    You amaze me with your body, your heart and immortal soul.
    Your beauty so unwilting like the richest of silk flowers
    Your Hair as Dark as Deepest Night
    Your Eyes as Bright as Furthermost Stars
    Your Complexion as Pale as Purest Snow
    Your Skin as Soft as Smoothest Silk
    Your Scent as Sweet as Crushed Rose Petals
    Your Taste as Divine as Freshest Fruit
    Yet it's Your Blood as Red as the Haunted Sunset that wholey captures me.


    My first 'recent' attempt at poetry, I haven't written any poetry in ages since I was 11 or something. I don't think I'm any good in all honesty. I'd just like to see what you guys think of it before I start my Anthology in Year 11 seeing as the chances are I'll have to write something during that time ><
    Thread by: Near-to-Tears, Aug 2, 2008, 2 replies, in forum: Archives
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    Death Note: The Past Future
    The Key to the Present's Future Lies Hidden in the Past.

    Deep in the heart of the beautiful English countryside there is a orphanage. A house: Wammy's House. A safe home for gifted and talented orphans to become so much more. A place where the New L is decided upon. The new hope for humanity in the fight against crime.

    This is their story of the early days of the Kira Case. Back when their paternal figure L. Lawliet was still alive and the day-to-day happenings of the Wammy boys and their housemates.

    *******************************************************************
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    RECAP POST

    Day one:
    Near had stayed up all night buliding a Lego fort or something and Juliet was already up and walking around. After a while she finds him and asks him a couple of questions before the two of them start chatting. Eventually the topic turns to that of Mello and the fact that Juliet has a very large crush on him comes to surface. Not long after a hasty subject change on Juliet's behalf Mello appears. Then Mello has a huge go at Near for no apparent reason before turning on Juliet for talking to Near, obviously Mello's enemy or at least in his eyes he is. Near asks Mello why he hates him so much and Mello replies that it's simply because Near is a "Freak" for seeming so calm when he insults him, playing with toys at 12 and stuff like that. After that Mello storms off, calling Juliet to follow. Which she of course does, though not without some debate over whether or not she should leave Near. As soon as they get out of Near's hearing range Juliet asks him why he must always bully Near so much, to which Mello's reply is so what unbalenced. Causing himself to sound more then just a little crazy, how ever Juliet sees through that and asks him what's really bothering him and Mello in his aggitated state let's slip that he is in fact very, very jealous of Near. Angry with both himself for admitting it and with Juliet for making him say it Mello storms off again, sulking in the lounge on his own for a while. Leaving Juliet on the verdge of tears.
    Soon after Mello's departure Saint finds the tearful Juliet and asks her what's wrong. Not wanting to let on that she was crying because Mello had yelled at her once again she denys that anything is wrong at all. Saint soon gave up on trying to get her to talk about it and went back to listening to his music.
    Meanwhile Near gets a vist from a younger girl called Angel who was slightly concerend for him after hearing Mello's abusive shouts. Near of course says he's fine. The two get talking about Near's lego creation from the night before and before long the two of them have made friends.
    Then L arrives for the advent countdown, and Mello's birthday which is in a few days time. Mello is the first to see him, immeadatley running out to go see him. After an enthusiastic greeting and a lot of exicted questions from Mello, L gives him a small "Hello Mello." Disapointing the boy greatly. L then turns to the other two Wammy's present at the time, they being Juliet and Saint, and greets them, asking how they where. Making Mello feel futher rejected, even to the point of being unwilling to finish the bar of chocolate he was eating at the time. L says he wasn't ignoring, rather he was not bothing to answer as there was not point in it. This of course doesn't make Mello feel much better. Then L asked where Near was and how he was, without so much as a how are you to Mello still. Juliet makes a quiet, consoling comment to Mello as he countinues to feel more and more as though he is just second place, he's the loser. L notices this and makes a comment of the two of them being a couple. Or at least that Mello knows that Juliet likes him. Causing great embarassment between the two teens. After causing that embaraessment L goes to look for Near himself. Who had just learned of L's arrival from Angel, trying to conceal his exictement as he hurried to go see. L comes to his door just as Near exits, a few words are exchanged before Angel also appears out of Near's room. Making L assume, or a least pretend he did, that Angel was Near's girlfriend. Making Angel look extremely worried. As the two continue to talk Mello gets dragged into the spotlight in a negative way, L making him promise not to attack Near again as he did the previous year.
    Then L decides he wants cake so Mello leaps at the chance to get some attention from L and takes him down to find some. After a little bit of bonding between them the cake turns out to be sugarless. Seeming to knock a few points off of Mello's populairty score. Then they start chatting as Juliet cleans up after them in the kitchen. As the topic quickly changed from Mello, who had sacrificed his entire social life for that month to be with L, he tried to regain the attention by letting slip his roommate Matt was a smoking. This however back fired and L made him go look for Matt rather then getting the attention back to him. While he was gone L called in the beautifully, but depressed singing Juliet. Questioning her why she was so upset, the truth that she was depressed because Mello has a girlfriend and she pretty much loves him comes to light for L as well.

    Day two:
    Mello and Dein have a large argument over how Mello treats Juliet like sh*t at times. Mello attempts to push Dein down the stairs so Juliet ends up having to call Mello off of him and after a few words that did little more then show her love for Mello he turns on her teling her to "F*ck off" really loudly, this was the straw that broke the camel's back. Causing Juliet to scream loudly at Mello just as L comes back in from somewhere. (The kira investiagtion that they know little about of course XD)
    L takes Mello to go appologise but Juliet will have nothing to do with him so Mello slinks off back to his room to leave L to sort it out.
    Whilst L attempts to talk to Juliet and convince her to listen to Mello, Mello and Matt start talking. Which of course leads to a friendly show off match between them. Mello admits to currently have "Three girlfriends, four that are interested and a Juliet" Unfortunatly Juliet and L over hear this, making Juliet really upset of course making her storm off. Matt attempts to distract L from the Mello by smoking 'accidently' infront of him this however doesn't work and L talks Mello into going after Juliet to appologise. Mello runs after the now crying Juliet to applogise as Matt and L discuss Matt's smoking accdiction.
    Mello and Juliet's argument was cut short after only a breif amount of time by the unfortunateTarot walking into her, pushing her into Mello's arms only for him to catch her in the most innapropriate of places. Grabbing her butt enitrly by accident, giving her the chance to give him the slap she'd wanted to for so long.
    Day Three
    Tarot goes to speak with Juliet in her room. ​


    [/COLOR]
    RPG Starting Date and Time: 1st December 2003 7:30
    Current Date and Time: 12th of December 2003 ~ 9:50Pm


    Rooms:
    1. Near
    2. Matt and Mello
    3. Juliet and Terri
    4. Saint and Dein
    5. Tarot

    ************************************************** ********* ​

    RULES

    Read these please, and I will be giving warnings. Three warnings and your out. I've have one to many bad experiences with noobs who don't know what common manners are...

    1) No Powerplaying/Godmodding.
    2) Keep it realistic. eg: If someone is hurt, please be HURT not shot then running around like nothing happened.
    3) Keep swearing censored. I don't mind you using it as I have my charcters swear a fair bit.
    4) If there is romance, again, keep it cute. They're still only children, not to mention living in the same house as 30 odd other people.
    5) Add the word Apples to your first post on the thread, that means your application post.
    6) I'm saying you can have Yaoi/Yuri if you want. But rules apply to that as it does straight couples.
    7) Keep the characters "In Character".
    8)I'll be changing the Date every other day, so please remember that Christmas will be coming up on here sooner then you think. XD
    9) If you have an existing charcter please use them reguarly. If you do not use them for more then four days without giving me a GOOD reason through either here or PM I'll remove you from the list as that charcter.

    ********************************************************* ​

    Characters

    Ready-Done Existing Characters

    Name: Mihael Keehl
    Alias: Mello
    Age: 13 (14 in 12 days time)
    Birthday: 13/12/1989
    Likes: Chocolate.
    Dislikes: Those Better Then Him.
    Apperance:
    [​IMG]
    Played By: Demitryx

    Name: Nate River
    Alias: Near
    Age: 12
    Birthday: 24/8/1991
    Likes: Toys, Puzzles.
    Dislikes:
    Apperance:
    [​IMG]
    Played By: Random Angel

    Name: Mail Jeevas
    Alias: Matt
    Age: 13
    Birthday:1/2/1990
    Likes: Video Games
    Dislikes: Going Outside
    Apperance:
    [​IMG]
    Played By: UnSaintly Saint? He never gave me a final answer...[Previously-the darkness grows within]

    Name: L. Lawliet
    Alias: L
    Age: 24
    Birthday: 31/10/1979
    Likes: Sweets
    Dislikes: Socks
    Apperance:
    [​IMG]
    Played By: Dmaster

    Name: Quillish Wammy
    Alias:Watari
    Age: 70
    Birthday:1/5/1933
    Likes: Earl Grey Tea
    Dislikes: Dirty Rooms
    Apperance: Watari
    Played By:​


    OC List

    Name: Jennifer Kyami
    Alias: Juliet
    Age: 13
    Birthday: 17/11/1991
    Likes: Music
    Dislikes: People who take life to seriously
    Apperance:
    [​IMG]
    Played By: Demitryx

    Name: Caitriona McCarbre
    Alias: Angel
    Age: 11
    Birthday: 31/12/1992
    Likes: Playing, Imagining and Creating
    Dislikes: Bullies
    Apperance:
    [​IMG]
    Played By: Demitryx

    Name: Teresa Lynn (best I got xD)
    Alias: Terri
    Age: 13
    Birthday: 12/5/1990 (that's my b-day)
    Likes: Playing around and messing with people and music
    Dislikes: Being serious and being cut off of her sugar and outside (she's the first!)
    Apperance:
    [​IMG]
    Played By: Random Angel

    Name: Nate Bishop
    Alias: Saint
    Age: 13
    Birthday: 29/4/1990
    Likes: Girls, music(metal), and people that are nice
    Dislikes: d*ck heads, followers, posers
    Apperance: Shorts blond hair, 5''6', wears dark colored clothes, shirt clings to his body(tight), usually has cuts randomly around his body, likes to wear black athletix shorts, and usually has headphones in his ears.
    Played By: UnSaintly Saint

    Name: Denithan Jones
    Alias: Dein
    Age: 14
    Birthday: 15/5/1990
    Likes: Games and Sweets.
    Dislikes: Losing and Card Games
    Apperance:
    [​IMG]
    Played By: Dmaster

    Name: Matt Marvini
    Alias: Tarot
    Age: 13
    Birthday: 6/4/1990
    Likes: Tarot cards, painting, drawing, mischiff, and, above all, girls
    Dislikes: Haters, critics (except for himself of course. He likes being a critic ^_^ ), sucky drawers, party poopers, tattle tales, and ugly girls.
    Apperance:
    [​IMG]
    Played By: Deathsight44



    OC Form
    Name: (True Name)
    Alias: (Nickname)
    Age:
    Birthday: (dd/mm/yy Year must be between 1988 and 2001)
    Likes:
    Dislikes:
    Apperance:
    Played By:
    Thread by: Near-to-Tears, Apr 27, 2008, 596 replies, in forum: Retirement Home
  12. Near-to-Tears
    First of all, I want everyone who even cares that I'm leaving to know that well, I don't want to go. I love this place more then anything. But things have been happening recently and unfortuantly I must love you and leave you.


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    >>
    What? I'm not lying. I don't want to go, and I must leave because of what's going on in my family. Though... It's not perminant of course. XD
    Like I could leave you lot for to long, I'd go insane... er.

    Dmaster: There, you made top of the list. What more do you want? XP
    Well, you know what I'm going to say. Don't be emo, don't annoy Saint anymore then I would and keep flaming posting on the Writers family. As weird as it is that's our baby and I'm letting you look after it. This time round lol
    *hugs* I'll miss you my strange Shinigami. You and whatever random crap your telling me that I don't really care about.

    UnSaintly Saint: *pokes* Later my pervy Itachi. You better be here when I get back. And you know what I
    mean even if no one else quite gets it, I'm gonna worry something dreadful about you you know. But if you let that get you down I'll personally hijack the flight and come find you and kick your butt. And you know I so would, even though the whole concept of planes scares me sh*tless. Just keep your head up and don't be emo either! >O


    Random Angel: Angel, keep an eye on Deathsight while I'm gone please? I don't want to come back to find out that he's blown up Asia or something. ^^ And make sure that Near still needs his babysitter when she wakes up/I return.
    I'm gonna miss fangirling Near to death with you over MSN the most. I think we may be the first people to double-glomp him into facepalming.

    DestinyStar: Destiny... I think you were the first person I told I was going away for a while. Which is fair seeing as you were the first person I really made friends with when I joined the site. I'm gonna miss you loads you know. Even if it is just for a fortnight.

    DiveIntoTheHeart: I'm so gonna miss freaking you out with my random yaoi/yuri/hentai moments. Your reactions are always guarenteed to make me laugh. Also good luck with Sony Vegas if you ever decided to download it. I hear it's evil to get used to to start with. Though not as evil as the demonic WMM D<

    Deathsight44: Ya scheming, canabalistic b*stard. Just do me a favour and store your evilness. I'll be looking for a challenge when I get back.

    the darkness grows within: If you ever read this. See ya later, I might bump the RP, then again might not. That's if you haven't left without telling anyone as you haven't been that active. Though I'm sure you have your reasons.


    SORA! and soraNrikuNkairi: Well, I hope the Hogwarts stuff stays alive. But it's seriously up to you two and if they do die I'm gonna miss Casey, Elle, Conni and the little munkins they've had pushed outta them. Or not in Casey's case... XD

    Anwita01: You're a fab RPer. Even if Road Trip got a little... out of hand. And you should consider writing for real in your spare, thought I'd let you know before I go. And I hope that Xemnas gets to speak to Odora before I leave. Though it's looking unlikely now.


    The Artistic Family: My first real family on here. I'm gonna miss your randomness when I'm gone, although I get the feeling I bring a fair amount of the randomness too.

    The Writers Family: You are my children even if you don't belive it or remember it. And I shall miss you all. *Hugs everyone* Keep posting, as I know you will. And don't destroy the house to much. Oh, and annoy Dmaster as much a humanly possible please. :3


    Well, I'm leaving to go to Disney World over Spring Break with my parents. Oh joy. Anyway, so I won't be on much if at all over the next two weeks.
    But I will be back, you can't get rid of me that easily.

    So, after I leave tonight I won't be back for a couple of weeks. I'll post to say when I'm about to go if I can be bothered and if I have the time or the energy.
    Thread by: Near-to-Tears, Apr 5, 2008, 13 replies, in forum: Departure Hall
  13. Near-to-Tears
    Thread

    United 9/11

    This is some of my english coursework I've been having to do recently. I don't think it's exactly an amazing piece of writing but I've put a lot of effort into it.

    I appologise in advance for anything my characters say or do that may offend you. I realise that 9/11 was a very serious matter that must not be mocked in anyway. Even if it was accidental, and I kept that in mind through out the enitre writing process. I hope that nothing I wrote is going to cause problems, I tried to hold true to the believed events and to the emotion that the passengers would of experienced. However, it's impossible to say for sure if I did manage that...

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    4:39 am. Exactly 2 hours and 21 minutes until we leave for the airport, exactly 2 hours and 21 minutes until I am alone with him again, exactly 2 hours and 21 minutes before we return to school; it seems like a million miles to San Francisco from New York. I don’t really want to be that far from Mom and Dad, because in exactly 2 hours and 21 minutes I’ll be alone and unprotected from him…

    ***​
    Those were the exact words running through my mind as I lay in bed during the morning of this ill-fated day. Once again, my fear of sleep, my fear of dropping my guard even for a just few hours of precious sleep, kept me awake all night long. Staring blankly into the faint, sickly green light emanating from my alarm clocks numbers, counting down the digits until the time were I would be abandoned back at school with him.

    He is my older brother, the one boy in my generation I should be able to trust, to be able to count on. The one who would always be there, no matter what. But, Trent isn’t that person at all; my dearest, darling brother is nothing but abusive bully. A sadistic young man who loves nothing more then to see me cry, or at least that’s what the years of fear, the years of pain, the years of abuse have etched in my mind. It’s his fault I can’t stand to become close to anyone. I can’t even stand holding my boyfriend’s hand or being hugged goodbye for my father. Let alone tell them how much I truly care for them. And because of that, my life is hollow, empty and meaningless. Now that feeling has led me down an even darker path, a path of a senseless self-destruction. A path I chose to follow simply to prove to myself that I’m too big of a wimp to push myself that inch to far into a deathly oblivion. To put it simply: My name is Conni Lawliet, and I am a self-harmer.

    To look at I’m a normal teenage girl, the years of practice have made me good at pretending to be happy. Or anything else I’m not when it comes to that. Nothing about me screams “Self-Harmer”, “Abused” or even just “Emo”. I don’t wear the cliché armbands to cover my cuts and scars, doing that will only draw attention to you. Long sleeves, jackets and heavy foundation are all you need. Not one person has ever guessed my secrets, and because of that only three people know: My best friend Rosie, we’ve known each other since we started at high school together. She’s always been there when I needed her the most. I honestly don’t know what my life would have been like without her to give advice, as crap as it was at the time; my boyfriend, Jamie, we’ve been together three years. But I’ve never been able to tell him how I feel about it, and even showing him how much I care through more physical ways is out of the question most of the time, simply because my mind readies me for the worst every time anyone so much as looks at me. And finally Trent, he only knows because he realised I have quite a few wounds he didn’t inflict.

    ***​
    Today, on this sunny, bright autumn morning, was the first time I truly realised how easy it is to get lost amongst the crowd at that place. To fall behind and loose track of everything: Time, place, and people. But I guess after today I should be used to loosing stuff.

    The harsh clinical stench of the cleaning chemicals burned at my nose as I stepped through into the bustling terminal, the noise there was unbelievable. The drowning sound was overwhelming. However, I didn’t care much about that, I could still fell the warmth of my mother’s hug ‘good-bye’, sense my father’s hand on my shoulder. But most of all I could still hear his whisper echoing in my ear “Remember…” that was all he said to me as we stepped through together. No ‘Don’t worry’ no ‘it’s just a plane journey’ because such words from him would have been meaningless. And he could fit an entire world of fear and emotion into that single word.


    It was only a few minutes into the flight when I decided to take out my cell, we’d been waiting for take off for what seemed like forever and I wanted to play Tetris or whatever other stupid game my phone had installed on it. But, as I flicked the phone open and the screen lit up I found myself gazing at a picture I’d all but forgotten I’d set as my wallpaper. It was my boyfriend and I. It was a picture from his last birthday, he’d found it hysterical that I couldn’t stand having my picture taken and had sat on me while Rose took the picture on my phone. It was hard to believe it’d only been a month ago. After a few minutes of gazing into the screen my eyes began to sting, I was so tired. It seemed that maybe my sleepless night had caught up with me, slowly I closed my heavy eyelids, relaxing myself ever so slightly, sighing to myself as I heard Trent’s breathing, his only sound was the soft sighing of his slumber. The in the darkness I heard screaming, and the pounding sounds of footsteps on the carpeted floor of the plane. I quickly snapped my eyes open once again. The people who were almost flying down the aisle were yelling about men with a bomb and someone being stabbed in the back of the neck with a knife. Panic coursed through me as I went to run with them thinking of safety in numbers. But, something happened I never thought would happen; Trent held me back. He pointed towards the front of the plane, my eyes slid over to see and I saw, one of the terrorists with a bomb as plain as day on his torso. The fear I felt was unlike anything I had ever experienced. Even when Trent… Yeah… Even then I was never that scared. But after that moment, there was nothing but black… I think I passed out, though… Maybe I was knocked out. I’m not so sure anymore.


    ***​
    Through the unearthly silence that was broken only by the hoarse and trembling whispers of the other passengers a story was spreading: two planes had been crashed into the World Trade Centre. As the news reached my ears I realised it was truly over. We were doomed, destined to become nothing more then memories and statistics. This was one dangerous situation I wasn’t getting out of. I’d never felt so afraid, or so alone.

    Slowly I felt Trent lean towards me. Instinctively I pulled away, backing myself up against the shuddering wall. But his face. His face I’ll never forget that look. He was scared, truly terrified. It was a strange feeling, seeing someone that you both love so very much and despise so deeply look so lost and alone.
    Part of me wanted to laugh in his face, to tell him that this fear was the exact emotion he made me feel every time he some much as glanced at me. But the side of me that loved him, the side of me that told me that even through everything he was still my brother, wanted to hug him. To tell him that’d we’d be fine with some daft joke. Of course the words would have been meaningless. Instead I reached down in the cramped foot space, grasping the strap of my bag and pulling it up onto my lap. Quickly I looked around inside of it and pulled out my cell. Then after flipping it open I cautiously offered it to him. “You call who ever you need to. Then we’ll call Mom and Dad together.”

    You know, I never thought of him as human. Let alone as an emotionally vulnerable one. I never ever want to hear something like that again. He said so many goodbyes that day…His best friend, his girlfriend, everyone. Then he handed it back to me.
    “You call who ever you need to. Then we’ll call Mom and Dad.” He smiled weakly. “I know you have people you really should call.”
    I was lost for words; I didn’t know what to say. He actually knew about my life. And what’s more; he cared.
    “Thank-you…” Were the only words I could manage as I took the phone from him. Quickly I cycled through my phone book and tapped the dial button. Patiently I waited for the call to go through, then I heard that oh so familiar voice on the other end: “Do you have any idea what time it is here Con?”
    “Jamie,” I smiled sadly “Sorry to wake you… B-But I’m on a plane right now… And… and it’s been hijacked… and after the World Trade Center thing… I don’t think I’m gonna survive… I…I just wanted you to know I love you. And… That I’m so sorry I didn’t say that sooner. I love you, I can’t even begin to tell you how much… I’m, I’m sorry.”
    “Conni… I love you too... And you will be all right. I just know you will.”
    “Yeah?”
    ”Yeah.”
    ”I…I love you but I… I have to go… If I can I will call back. I promise.”
    “Bye Con…”
    “G-Goodbye…” I mumbled, unsuccessfully fighting back my warm, stinging tears as I hung up. “I love you…” I repeated as I once again smiled at the wallpaper. Gently stroking the screen with my thumb as my tears splattered onto the keypad. Wiping my eyes quickly, trying my hardest not to smudge my make up. Taking a deep, shuddering breath I moved onto the next name, Rosie. My best friend, my first friend and the one who knew me the best…

    “So, you ready?”
    “Yeah…” I replied, once again pushing the call button “Mom?”
    “Dad?”
    “It’s Mom. Dad’s here too, you want to speak to him or both of us?” Came the familiar soft tone of our mother’s voice. The same voice that used to soothe us to sleep when we were babies.
    “Both of you…put us on speaker… please.”
    “Alright.” She agreed just before we heard Dad’s voice come drifting through the phone.
    ”You alright kids?”
    “No… Not really…” I mumbled
    “The plane’s been hijacked.” Trent blurted out. Though, there wasn’t really any other way to say it. “We heard about the World Trade Center over the Satellite phones…And we know the chance of our survival… and we know how small they are.”
    “We just called to say that we love you… And to say good bye.”
    “Yeah… Goodbye.”
    ”We’re so sorry for everything… G-goodbye…” I sobbed as Trent snapped the phone shut.

    Once again silence swept over the huddled passengers as fear began to tighten its death grip over us. However, something new was in the air. And the hijackers could sense it, and we could feel the apprehension that was feeding the uneasy air of rebellion. It seemed that we had decided our fate without even realising it, decided that if we were to go down we’d go down with a fight.

    Trent had left me sometime ago, I’d spent the last few minutes in the figurative “Emo Corner” and I’d lost all track of time. But now I’d lost him; not able to see him no matter how hard I scanned the people around I couldn’t see him anywhere. But I could ‘feel’ his voice in the background. The undertones of his dark voice carrying through the air towards me from it’s lost source.
    “Let’s go.”

    Suddenly the men and the women from the very back of the plane lunged forward at the hijackers. Pushing one of the trolleys at the man, then leaping on top of it and onto him, beating him senseless and almost to a pulp. It was horrifying to watch, and I saw the look in Trent’s eyes as he passed. It was the same glint that he had when he attacked me, it was not look of hatred, but of enjoyment. Something about that look makes me wonder still if he was all right, whether or not something I never knew of had happened to him. But then again, maybe he was just what I had always thought: a sadistic b*stard. As the commotion was going on you could almost taste the acrid atmosphere of panic. This was the ‘All-or-Nothing’ stage for both us and for them. And neither of us would back down for anything. Slowly the mob disappeared from sight, then… Then the plane began to drop, gaining speed so rapidly it was unbelievable. Everyone around me was screaming, but I myself couldn’t even manage a sound. Then… The screaming stopped.
    Thread by: Near-to-Tears, Mar 28, 2008, 2 replies, in forum: Archives
  14. Near-to-Tears
    These blank cells that have yet to be programmed to do anything eg: become a heart or a bone cell, could be used to cure cancers, reconnect spinal cords almost anything. But people don't like the idea of using these so called 'babies' for expermentation. What do you think?
    Thread by: Near-to-Tears, Jan 28, 2008, 23 replies, in forum: Debate Corner
  15. Near-to-Tears
    Roxas: Who are you?
    Xemnas: I'm what's left, or maybe I'm all there ever was.

    It's only a small line, right near the begining of the game. But I don't know, it's stuck in my mind. It's obvious that it's after Roxas joined the Organization as they're both hooded in the coats. But Roxas can't remember him, so is it before he was taken into the Simulation Twilight Town? But Xemnas is saying he's what's left, implying that the Organization has already fallen. So maybe it's after Sora destroys Organization XIII, but then how is Roxas there? And why, of all places, is it the beach? The same place Sora and Riku end up after defeating Xemnas in his final form. I can't figure it out at all, the more I think about it the more confusing it becomes...
    Thread by: Near-to-Tears, Jan 3, 2008, 17 replies, in forum: Kingdom Hearts HD II.5 ReMIX
  16. Near-to-Tears
    It had all started as such a peaceful, calm and relaxing day. The sun had been shining down, glistening off the deep royal blue waters and glinting on the colourfull tropical fish just under the surface. But now... Everyone was going to have to fight for their very lives...

    The white crested waves crashed against the gritty, rocky sand. The slither of moon that could be seen through the black clouds was an unearthly orange blood moon. A giant storm had just passed by the small, but no longer deserted, island. There where a handfull of drenched people scattered down the beach, each slowly dragging themselves up off the ground, rubbing the sand from there red, sore eyes.

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    So you get the idea, everyone's favourite anime characters have been shipwrecked on a desert island so where! With nothing but their wits and, in some cases, chakra. o_O

    Rules

    • Please keep it PG-13
    • Censor swearing with *** eg F*ck F*** ect.
    • Keep random complete out of character moments to a minimum eg Vexen in a hula skirt, (As much as I would love that to happen I doubt it ever will...) But throw a few in, I like the randomness as much as anyone! :D
    • Mark stuff unreleated to the RP OOC
    • Be nice to people while in OOC

    Otherwise, whatever happens happens!


    Characters

    Anime/Manga characters

    Played by:
    Name:
    Age:
    Gender:
    Manga/Anime:
    Apperance (Picture prefered, but I don't really mind):
    Breif Personality discription (In case people don't know):

    OCs

    Played By:
    Name:
    Age:
    Apperance:
    Personality:
    Gender:
    Anything else (Eg powers):


    Cast List

    Anime/Manga Characters

    Played By: Demitryx
    Name: Saix
    Age: 22
    Gender:Male
    Manga/Anime: Kingdom Hearts II
    Apperance:
    [​IMG]
    Breif Personality discription: Normally calm, but turns into a Beserker form.

    Played by:Luna561
    Name: Riku
    Age:16
    Gender: male
    Manga/Anime: Kingdom Hearts II
    Appearance [​IMG]
    Brief Personality description Keyblade master

    Played by: overload
    Name: azure kite
    Age: 17
    Gender: male
    Manga/Anime: hack//roots
    Appearance: [​IMG]
    Brief Personality description: someone who doesn't talk much

    Played by: XxRukiaKuchikixX
    Name: Sakura Haruno
    Age:15
    Gender: female
    Manga/Anime: Naruto
    Appearance (Picture prefered, but I don't really mind):[​IMG]
    Brief Personality description (In case people don't know):Sakura is a medical ninja and can heal using chakra. She is sweet and caring but you never want to get on her bad side....it just might be the last thing you ever do ^_^.

    Played by: #1 DinestyX
    Name: Sora
    Age: 13
    Gender: male
    Manga/Anime: kingdom hearts 2
    Apperance (Picture prefered, but I don't really mind): http://photobucket.com/mediadetail/?...&pageOffset=19
    Breif Personality discription (In case people don't know): he is silly and dosn't take things very seriously

    Name: Ichgo
    Age:i think it was 15......maybe 14...............something like that
    Gender:male
    Manga/Anime:bleach
    Apperance
    normal:[​IMG]:
    banki:[​IMG]
    when his hollow takes over:[​IMG]
    Breif Personality discription:i dont know.....well i do know i just cant describe it


    OC's Cast List

    Played By: Demitryx
    Name: Leo
    Age: 16
    Apperance:
    [​IMG]
    Personality: Outgoing and active, she sees this disaster as an adventure.
    Gender: Female
    Anything else:Can bend light and shadow

    Played By: XxRukiaKuchikixX
    Name: Kairotu
    Age:16
    Appearance:[​IMG]
    Personality: calm but funny, don't get on his bad side
    Gender: male
    Anything else (E.g. powers): ninjutsu, taijutsu, genjutsu, kekkia genkai(sp?)


    Played By: overload
    Name: Rexejon
    Age: 16
    Appearance: [​IMG]
    Personality: good side: a nice person who you can trust/ bad side: a person who likes to kill
    Gender: male
    Anything else: if he gets angry his dark side (right side of picture) breaks free

    Played By:Luna561
    Name: Alex
    Age:15
    Appearance:[​IMG]
    Personality: Kind and helpful
    Gender: female
    Anything else has powers of water and fire

    Played By:thekeymaster
    Name:Evan
    Age:12
    Apperance:
    Personality:Wacky, naive, random, funny, cheerful, carefree.
    Gender:Male
    Anything elseowers;light.
    Thread by: Near-to-Tears, Dec 26, 2007, 60 replies, in forum: Retirement Home
  17. Near-to-Tears
    Okay, right. This is the first part of somthing I've been working on for a year, and I wanted to know if I was just wasting my time on it... So please tell me what you think and if people like it I'll put up some more once I've done it... I've spent most of the year getting the plot sorted and doing concept sketches and planning how I was gonna write it... So... Yeah tell me what you think.


    Two black-cloaked figures were standing in the shadows, embers of a fire long since extinguished glowing red-hot in the distance. They were watching a teenage boy who had just collapsed in to a sobbing wreck alone in the midst of the cinders.
    “He’s only a kid. 14 at the most, and he’s just lost everyone. He’s all-alone in the world now. And you expect me to kill him!”
    “Yes. He’s the last and it’s your job to destroy them, and you know it. To kill without thinking, Kagea, The Final Shadow. The last thoughts of the unloyal.”
    “Yes. But I’m not going to do it anymore. I’m not going to kill to help your plans anymore Rïan, ‘sir’. You and the rest of the frickin’ The Order can stick your evil crusade where the sun don’t shine. I can’t do this anymore; I don’t hate the universe enough.” Kagea clicked her fingers and disappeared without a trace.
    “The stupid fool. She won’t get far. Oh well, I always wanted this particular pleasure for myself.” A rocky spear appeared in his hand and he thrust it towards the boy. There was a thud followed by a deafening silence.

    ***​
    That was how I left the Order of Moonlight. Total dun dun dah huh? Can’t believe I said all that, load of sentimental shi.... Anyway, as you know from all that my name is Kagea, well it was. After that I ran away from the Order, left behind my friends and my home. I changed my appearance so I couldn’t be hunted down. And took the name Auria Tyne to distance myself from them. I prefer Auria, it sounds nicer. Helix always calls me Cookie because it sounds like a type of biscuit. I don’t like to talk about my past; it’s to dark. It’s full of things that I’m ashamed of. Including my time in the Order. But as death looms over me I’ve got to share it with the world so that others know to avoid the Order. My once best friend Denzien has me in her clutches and I don’t know how long I’ve got, could be hours, or could be years. My story starts before I even heard of the Order of Moonlight, back before I was ‘born’…

    I was created by a scientist of a distinguished biotechnology lab on the orders of The Order of Moonlight. My ‘father’ is the founder of the Order, High Priest Käze. He was the head of the temple of Söl the moon god. In the beginning, 100 years ago, it was a small, but well respected, organization set up to protect our worlds from the Light. The Light would of spelt the end of the Darkness and all who lived there. Darkness may be, well dark but without it what would the universe be like? Back on track, High Priest Käze was my ‘father’ and my ‘mother’ was Princess Demik of Eternal Shadow. She was rather like our tear away princess, Demitryx; the name similarity is no coincidence. Her parents wanted her grow up to follow in her footsteps, to become a great warrior. And she did. But she took after Demik in more than one way. You, see Demik also had a conscience. That’s a terrible thing in a warrior, and believe me, I know. I also take after her in that way. I can do terrible things. Great, but terrible things and I have. But after a while it mounts up, then you realise, what have I done! The scientist originally refused to do it, saying it was more than his jobs worth to create a fully functional human being. But then the leader asked him if it was more than his life’s worth to decline. After many attempts with mice, cats, things like that, he tried with Käze and Demik’s DNA and I was created. I don’t hate the poor guy, and I would never say I wish I never existed but I wonder what would have happened if he had said no. Would they of asked someone else? Would they of agreed? Would I still be here now telling you? Who know? I’m sure that don’t. That, in short, is where I come from.

    My childhood however is a different story, and much less Sci-Fi: I grew up in The Castle of Eternal Shadow with the Order’s leader and her daughter, Denzien. We became close friends, you see Denzien was a little shy and found it hard to talk to her cousins as they’re royalty. And after I was ‘born’ I needed a family to raise me. So, as their leader, Denzien’s mother took me in. I grew up with Denzien and we were inseparable. Even later in life, we joined the Order together, quite a while after the Great War. Denzien’s mother was long gone but the new leader, Rïan still had an immense amount of respect for Denzien; the daughter of the woman of had taught him everything.

    But my true home is Orion, more precisely the town of Karanasta. I live with my best friend Helix, his brother Sai and their grandparents. I think I mentioned Helix earlier. He’s the one who calls me Cookie. He’s sweet, a little cocky, but sweet. Helix can be a royal pain in my butt, but hey. If it weren’t for him, I’d have died two years ago:
    ***​
    It was a dark, stormy night. The waves lashed the cold, grey sand and whipped against the rough, black rocks lining the beach. In the midst of the swirling, foam-topped waves a girl wearing a knee-length dress as black as midnight which made her long hair look even whiter was lying limply on her side with one arm outstretched. Then, the figure of a boy came towards her out of the shadows. He shook her franticly and rolled her onto her back. She coughed violently and gazed into the boy’s eyes.
    “Who are you?” she asked.
    “I’m Helix. Now come on, let’s get you into the cave.” Then a branch from a nearby tree dropped down next to them “It’s not safe out here.” He added laughing.

    ***​
    I don’t know how I got there, or why he was there. But I’m not one to doubt help when it’s offered, and he seemed like a nice guy. And I don’t know why he helped me either. I guess he wanted to play the hero, which is something he’s never been able to do. Not since his parents passed away.

    Despite all the medical-science, darkness and death that’s been pumped into me over the years I’m now in my last year at high school. Taking my exams and getting stressed with my hair, 17 years of windswept and interesting does that to you though. So I had a very normal, boring, ordinary life. Until they showed up again…
    Thread by: Near-to-Tears, Dec 23, 2007, 8 replies, in forum: Archives
  18. Near-to-Tears
    *Sigh* My brother is coming back for a couple of days so I can't come back on here until he's gone... It's only a few days but I'd feel really guilty about not saying I'm going... So Bye for now... :(
    Thread by: Near-to-Tears, Dec 13, 2007, 6 replies, in forum: Departure Hall
  19. Near-to-Tears
    I've been thinking alot lately... About who and why I am...And is life, in all its pain and suffering... Worth it in the end? Because, hand on heart. I don't know if it is anymore...
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    It's the year 2020, not that far into our future. And an ancient evil is rising once again...
    People are afraid to walk the streets at night, and you never never leave the paths. For who knows what may be lurking in the shadows just beyond mortal sight....

    These Demons of Darkness used to reside in the depths of Hell, but now, they've been released by a power far greater than can be imagined. And it's up to a few young people and their unique abillites to stop them.
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    Well that's my plot :D Not perticuly original but I'm ill and bored so I have an excuse....

    Rules

    My rules don't ever change really but anyway:

    • Keep it PG-13
    • The characters can do pretty much what ever, eg relationships, fighting. But there may be consequences 0_o
    • If you swear please censor it eg F*** F*ck a$$
    • Mark stuff unreleated to the RP OOC
    • Be nice to people while in OOC
    • No power playing/god moulding blah blah blah...
    • Keep it borderline original
    • AND HAVE FUN!

    Characters

    This is all OC so here's the form:

    Played By-
    Name-
    Age-
    Good/Evil-
    Weapon-
    Element-
    History-
    Apperance-

    Please keep the elements unique, if one person has Darkness you can't okay? That also means you can't have Darkness and Fire. Just one please.


    List of Characters

    Played By- Demitryx
    Name- Kilika
    Age- 17
    Good/Evil- Good
    Weapon- Fire sword
    Element- Fire
    History- Kilika has very few memories of her past, all she knows is that she has a gift for fire spells, and a facsination with the past...
    Apperance-
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    Played By- Nny
    Name- nny
    Age- 14
    Gender- Male
    Good/Evil- Evil
    Weapon- In pic
    Element- Darkness
    History- Nny has no mempry of his past. The only thing Nny remembers is how he became evil.
    Apperance- http://i237.photobucket.com/albums/f...he/anime/n.jpg

    Played By: Kairi234
    Name: Alysa
    Age:13
    Good/Evil: Good
    Wepon: Bow and Arrow
    Element: Water
    History: Her parents have died and she now lives alone wanting revenge on the person responsible for her parents death

    Played By- xXKizunaKeiXx
    Name- Kyo
    Age- 17
    Good/Evil- Good
    Weapon- Crystal Sword
    Element- Light
    History- She grew up not knowing her past. Being too difficult to handle, she eventually forgot what her childhood was like. Growing older, she realizes she had the powers of the heart.
    Appearance- http://i96.photobucket.com/albums/l1...animeangel.jpg


    And I have one tiny semi-rule which is if you say your character is walking around bordley I have two things to say about that: 1) It's bad grammer. 2) If you say they are bored you will get bored, if you introduce a character make them doing somthing, even if it's just raking their lawn, scratching their or anbody elses butt!

    So there's it all, I hope it works out...
    Thread by: Near-to-Tears, Dec 11, 2007, 3 replies, in forum: Retirement Home
  20. Near-to-Tears
    Oh god it's that time of year again... The High School play has reared it's ugly head and all the students are answering it's cries. The auditions never seem to end, the streams of wannabes and after all that blood sweat and tears it's only for three nights!

    And to make matters worse prom is coming up, and everyones fighting for dates. I guess that's what makes High School High school....
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    ZOMG.... This is so not what a normally do for RPs so it could be interesting....

    Anyway. It's any Final Fantasy and Kingdom Hearts characters as teens in High School and it's coming up for prom and the play! Which will be West Side Story, I thought that worked well and I know it back to front (Thank-you very much Mrs Ramsey....)

    I appologise if I get any High School stuff wrong. I'm english and only know what I've gathered from other RPs and TV... So I'll fill in gaps with english secondary school stuff....


    RP Rules

    • Keep it PG-13
    • The characters can do pretty much what ever, eg relationships, fighting. But there may be consequences 0_o
    • If you swear please censor it eg F*** F*ck a$$
    • Mark stuff unreleated to the RP OOC
    • Be nice to people while in OOC
    • AND HAVE FUN!



    School

    Social Life
    Basicy there are the four years (Freshman/Sophmore/Junior/Senior) and different groups/gangs which you can make up. Some groups get on, others don't. Blah blah blah...

    Classes
    I prob'ly won't do much with classes but oh well.

    Everyone has English, Maths, two sciences (Biology/Chemisty/Physics/Psycology), Sport, ICT and Religious Studies.

    Then there are options, you choose four- Drama, Art, Music, History, Geography, Cooking, Woodwork, Electronics, Textiles (Sewing) German and French.

    Teachers
    Just watch out for them around campus, like you would normal teachers

    Cafeteria
    Pretty self explaining...

    Uniform
    LOL, I'm being mean... Black Blasers, Black trousers/skirts and a white shirt. Not that bad really... :3


    Characters

    Please fill in a form for all the students, the teachers just need a subject really...

    KH

    Students
    Sora- SORA!
    Riku- Aerith G.
    Kairi-lanihead7
    Zexion-xXKizunaKeiXx
    Saix-
    Axel- Aerith G.
    Demyx- Demyxfan
    Luxord-
    Marluxia-
    Larxene-lanihead7
    Roxas- SORA!
    Namine- #1 DinestyX

    Teachers
    Xemnas- Head- Demitryx
    Xigbar- PE
    Xaldin- English
    Vexen- Science- Demitryx
    Lexaeus-Maths-

    FF

    (Ask and I'll add. To many characters to remember...)

    OCs

    OC are of course welcome because they rock and are fun! :D
    Do what ever you want, but try not to be to Mary-sueish please....

    Name-
    Age-
    Year (Freshman/Sophmore/Junior/Senior)-
    Style( eg Emo)-
    Option Subjects-
    Apereance-

    I'll keep a list of OC's

    OCs

    Name- Odora Kaze
    Age- 17
    Year (Freshman/Sophmore/Junior/Senior)- Senior
    Style( eg Emo)- Skater
    Option Subjects- Drama History Art Cooking
    Apereance- Long staight red hair, orange eyes.

    name: Logan
    Age: 17
    Year: Sophomore
    Style: Metal
    Subjects: Music, Electronics, Woodwork, German
    Appearence: PB is down, so i will post when it will be on

    name- rexejon
    Age- 16
    Year - senior
    Style - surfer and skater
    Option Subjects-
    1: history
    2: textiles
    3: gym
    4: music
    Apereance- black spikey hair and red eyes

    Name-Ealter
    Age-16
    Year-Sophmore
    Style- Skater
    Option Subjects-
    1. English
    2. Drama/Theater
    3. Music
    4. P.E.
    Apereance- Has dark brown spiked hair, blue eyes. 5,9ft.
    Other Info: Does acting for a drama school

    Name- Fixtha
    Age- 12
    Year- Freshman
    Style- Lowner and tomboy
    Option Subjects-
    Sience
    Art
    Music
    English
    Maths
    Apereance-
    Hiare: Blond, with two long parts of her fring overshadowing the top of her eyes.
    Eye color: blue


    Name- archie
    Age- 18
    Year- senior (again)
    Style- militair
    Option Subjects- the same as rexejon
    Apereance- looks like rexejon but taller
    hair colour: blonde
    other: he is the brother of rexejon and must one year back to school


    I think I've over planned again... oh well....
    Thread by: Near-to-Tears, Dec 5, 2007, 1,085 replies, in forum: Retirement Home