And more importantly where is my page!? I'm offended that there isn't one.
Turn your tweets into a lovely poem. I'm loving the dumb idea of this too much. The trailer by Darkandroid Go re-watch it at some point soon At work. Well isn't that clever. Kill the moon? NEVER! Some will eventually hit. 2 games have such dull starts. It just sounds like they say '****' Nagging you about Kingdom Hearts ;) Surely it's ARSErageous Huh? What picture? Jealous! It was actually called SMart Guy on the other end of the call. Too much effort for the best part. http://poetweet.com.br/?lang=en
I don't know why. http://www.pitbullparty.com/
I just got a notification that someone had liked a post I made here almost 7 years ago. 7 YEARS! I'VE BEEN A MEMBER HERE FOR THAT LONG. Now I feel old.
I don't know where else to put this, it seems like the most appropriate place. But I need to get some things off my chest for my own sanity. For the past 2 year my life has been a ****ing roller-coaster. About 2 years ago I graduated from University. Things were looking up. until as soon as I got back home my mum was diagnosed with terminal lung cancer. I kept a positive outlook and tried to find a job. Not only so I felt more secure but so my Mum knows I'm doing well. After a few months of struggling I found the near-perfect job. It was in my hometown, the right industry and I could use my degree to full effect. Things were going well. But in early 2012 I found out my mum had not years but weeks left to live. Despite this I did what I did best and be as positive as I possibly could, not just for my family but for myself Then on the 16th March 2012 while at work I received a phone call from my step-dad telling me that my mum had passed away. It was such a weird moment, it was like everything froze. The call ended I just stood there looking gormless just telling my boss and colleagues that she had died. Everything after that was a blur, I was allowed to go home and I just walked from my office to my car with just the same gormless stare. I distinctly remember just shouting at the car in front of me for being too slow on the drive home, I really shouldn't have been driving, I was in such a state. The full effect of the whole ordeal didn't really hit me until much later. I went back to work 6 days later and for the most part seemed ok. Though I was having a personal crisis. I could only really show emotions when drunk. It wasn't something uncommon for me. I remember being told I didn't really show much emotions to begin with. Outside of happiness and sarcasm I don't really show how I feel. I see showing my softer side as a weakness and hate showing it to people. Though when drunk you are more likely to let it out. After a month I got to the conclusion that I could only show emotion when drunk. I could only get upset and cry when drunk, I didn't even cry during the funeral. So I got myself depressed and worked up over the fact I couldn't feel anything sober. After a while I got over that. But things were still effecting me. It didn't notice it, but it was affecting my work. I was making mistakes and starting getting sloppy. While they were understanding of what I've been through there was only so much they could take. I didn't realise that things were affecting my work until it was too late, the damage was done. Since the beginning of the year I've gone part time at my current workplace due to financial difficulty and I was the weakest link. I ****ed up my perfect job because of my personal life. Since then I've been trying to find a new job and in the past few months have only had one interview (which I'm still waiting to hear about) Despite the qualifications and work experiences I have I'm struggling to find a new job. I'm on the verge of being able to move out of a house that I'm starting to feel alien in, since I live here with my half sister and step-dad. I'm 24 and should be making a living on my own and I can't. I have the funds but not the financial stability to move on with my life and make something for myself. I tried to move out last year but my friends were far too happy to be a home and not move out themselves and in this area it's very hard to live on your own as house/flat prices are so high. I can see my future ahead of me but I can't quite reach it. I try as hard as I can to keep a positive outlook on life. My mum dies, but I'm grateful for the job I have. My job goes sour but I keep the pretence that something out there is waiting for me. Yet somehow things don't seem to be going my way, not even a little bit. My friends are really surprised in how I handled my mum death. But in retrospect I don't think did. I let it bleed into my work life and in turn ****ed up a fantastic job. I hold my emotions in too a point that I get stressed out easily and I'm starting to feel I may have a form of depression. Which I believe filtered into my work as I was more stressed out in general so I was more likely to make mistakes. Despite all this my friends think I'm fine because I don't like showing my feelings and I seem ok to them. So they believe I'm ok, but really for the first time in the first time of my life I'm not looking on the bright side, and I don't know how to handle it.
Of course drunk had to be there... Spoiler For those who want to do it themselves - http://www.flasco.jp/brainmaker/
...for you all
I'm back for my usual return every 6 months. Where I think I'll stay around longer than a few days but never do. Wonder if I'll break this habit.
Screwattack did a list of the top gaming franchises that need to die and Kingdom Hearts made the list. I don't think it needs to die, but the damn series needs to move the **** on. Yeah Dream Drop Distance is set after 2, but the game is more set up than a sequel. http://www.gametrailers.com/video/top-10-screwattack/729505
How's everyone doing?
....and it's bad that I'm laughing at my old jokes, some of which were about 3 years ago. I've come to the conclusion I'm hilarious.
How are you all. Had to muvh Wine. Ow. Just had a sick burp. My pizza keeps on falling down and I need more water but my glass is full of wine. HEPL.
This has not only ruined my day, but also my week. This really upsets me. =( I am serious, and don't call me Shirley.
This is 7 kinds of awesome.
I almost pissed myself laughing. http://www.dancecentral.com/forums/...w-Do-I-DELETE-the-Picutres-Taken-During-Dance
