That is Some of the best advice I've ever gotten on this subject. Thanks Noroz, it really did help a lot, Because, you described the exact way i feel(inferior, undeserving), and that's exactly how i do feel sometimes, like a few hours ago. But it goes away after a few hours. I gotta get out of this house more often, i'm tired of my small room. But hey, what makes up for it is i get to see her tomorrow.
I've come to a conclusion that I'm a jealous guy when my girl is with her guy friends, it's not that i don't trust her, it's i don't trust them. i want to, but i cant. I get this just empty feeling inside my stomach. I was wondering is there anything i could do to over come this jealousy, I'm just kind of desperate to overcome what i hate being.
Me on the bus to play at the Shriner's Hospital in Shreveport, LA.
Without the border, i tried doing stuff to the negative space, but i couldnt find anything to do. Suggestions?
Ill work on it when i get home from school today, i made a colored version of this before this one, and it looks better. but ill work on the border.
Well, I got bored, if you read the title, and i need a new keyboard which sucks:/
Me and my girl, taken today, lol. crappy cell quality, but my hair is messy because she was playing with it right before the pic. lol :P
Thanks guys, this was a little project for music theory, we were supposed to make a song that had drastic changes in it, and we only had 45 mins to do it, and this is what i came up with:)
This is a song i made for my girl:) I hope she likes it when she finally listens to it, but tell me what you think?
chop Suey - System of a down, sorry my keyboard is screwed up and wont let me capitalize c's or d's
Omg, thank you god, lock/close/delete this thread please? problem fixed...i just needed help with that, and i know it isnt true. i'm good:)
I wont be, i soft and tender with that stuff.
She is worth more than anybody can give. i'm going to ask her about it tonight. As much as i hate confronting people, it has to be done so i know for sure... im a jumper because it wouldnt be the first time anyone has done that.
All right guys...i didnt want to bring this up...but i know theres another guy...on my bday when me and her were in the backseat, she got a text from a guy, i was like oh just a friend(thought to myself)...and i read it...before she could see i read it, i looked up trying to hold in tears...because i swear it said "hey baby, when can i talk to you next?"...thats what first made me think...
Thank you guys, really, it means a lot...i tend to over react with things like this...because it wouldnt be the first time i've been cheated on, but i know she wouldnt do this to me. Just, idk...the times we arent physically together, shes always up close...but when we text she's distant. thats why im trying to spend more time together with her, but it's hard because we dont live all that close, we're about an hour away from each other...but after last night, im positive that she wouldnt do that to me...would she?
I was talking to a friend who is a friend of my gf(i didnt know they were friends) and i was talking to them...heres the conversation
I dont want to believe it, because this is the first girl i can honestly say i love her and value her more than my own life. I'd do anything for her...Yesterday was my birthday...well she was my first everything, and ****...i dont know if i can deal with not having her...im a guy...not supposed to cry...but i am right now...just Fml.
Thats a mixed up post, but somehow, i know what you mean. I've told them both how i feel about them, It made the my gf now, shy away abit, but the first girl embraced it. the things i am telling you know allhappend before i posted this thread.
Alright, so i met this girl about a month ago, and we hit it off pretty well, things got going, but she had a Boyfriend, so i wanted to keep it strictly a friendship as to not ruin her relationship with the guy. a week passed and i met another girl, we are currently in a relationship, but things have already started to sour between me and her, she just doesn't seem to talk much anymore, when i ask her about it, she doesn't say anything to me. If things already weren't bad enough, the first girl's bf broke up with her and she called me one night after my gf went to sleep, and i do what i was taught, i do the best i can to comfort her and make her feel better, and idk, i think something clicked in mine and her's brains. shes got another boyfriend, but we still talk, as if there isn't anything else. I feel ****** about the whole thing and i don't know what choice to make. Because my heart says what i'm doing is wrong, but in the back of my head, there's something holding me to both of these girls.
You run into a wild Sephiroth, YOU ARE ****ED. MWAHAHAHAHA...
Not Strong Enough - Apocalyptica