Your counselor and teachers are failures at their jobs, they failed to put themselves in your position and respond accordingly; failed to understand you. I understand that the 'special treatment' they're attempting only makes you feel ostracized from the rest of the student body and the fact that they're only trying to help makes it worse because they're failing badly. I say that you confront them about how you feel, they'll listen if they really earned their occupation. As with any negative-oriented cravings, which I have struggled with myself, I suggest that you find something or someone to hold onto; to be strong for. You already tried to confide in someone and that failed, but you could always try an object that you can cling to for the strength of will you need. It doesn't have to be strictly religious, anything symbolic that you gave or can give meaning to will be fine. Your world's crashing down, it's hard to believe in anything.... but you're stronger than you know. The only one who controls your life is you, a life that can do anything you will it to. That's tremendous power, you know, and you are the only one who can really direct it in whichever direction you choose. I'm sure that everyone who has posted on this thread so far believes in you, and so do I. Be strong. ^_^
Sorry for being late, life got in my way again. >_>; Well, homeschooling? From what I can imagine, terrible. -_-;
So, how was your Giving-thanks? Do anything of significance?
~_~; well, I wish that your project doesn't turn out like Calypso's attempt at Odysseus. Yes, I'm a Senior in High School currently with a...
How'd it go? Good? Meh, I've just stopped paying attention to my slipping GPA since it's only going to further sadden me, I'm just trying to pass...
It's a rhetorical question, it's supposed to make you think instead pf answering them. Of course, that doesn't stop me from doing so. =D So, how...
Oh yes, I'm well aware, but do I have the will to stop and do something productive? Maybe. ^_^
Hah, I know the feeling...... I'm just really slothly. ^_^;
You know me well, man. XD Just the usual, jumping out of a flying vehicle that's way too high for you to be recognizable if something goes wrong....
Hello? Did you quit?
You're not into going to school or doing homework either, yes?
I'd say "Then make time!" if I was a rabid anime freak, but I'm all too well aware things don't turn out like we'd like. I'd recommend going to...
Hasn't been on in a while, hm? As a friend, I worry.
I'm okay, still wondering how Broken is though. =\ I'm procrastinating as usual, of course.
Oh well, I'll do a grand compiling of anime series soon anyway, since I have no life. =)
o_0 Huh? Care to clarify?
Hey, did the anime list get deleted in the reset? Drat! =\
Umm, you haven't been on for two months? Did you quit? Hmm.....
No wonder, there has apparently been a reset. =\ I missed it, of course. I don't remember much, but I believe you were chastising me for not...
Actually, I've heard rumors of extraordinary individuals who can deal with 3.0 children at once! They're referred to as "parents", the mythical...